Super Sad...
well this week was sooo crazy...a lot of things happend... me and brandon broke up.. and i dont kno why but i am soo sad.. i like him so much. and everyone says its just brandon butcher.. who cares get over him he is a jerk hes an asshole you can do so much better.. but thats not true.. yea he was mean and he was a jerk only when i gave him a reason to be. when we were together i was soo happy.. he treated me so good.. most of the time. but i guess there is nothing i can do about it.. i wanna call him so bad and talk to him and stuff.. but i dont want him to be like OMG she is soo annoying why wont she stop calling me.. so i guess i will just give him time.. but i want him to kno i still care about him so much and i still like him so much.. maybe one day soon i will be able to hang out with him and talk to him about this.. but we dont have to talk about going back out.. i just wanna talk to him and let him kno i still care :-\ this is my song to you Brandon William Butcher....
ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasnt been the same ohh baby, nooo
when I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
cuz the feeling that I feel within
no other men could ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
but I?d rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I?d cross the world, for you I?d do anything
(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I?m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I?ve been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I?m in love with you baby
break it down now I?ll tell you what I feel
from the moment I met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
every time we speak can you believe I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
and you love me I?m your lady
I?ll be around waiting for you I?ll put it down be the one for you
I?m falling so deep for you crazy love for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
Wish you would stop fronting
its so in the weather i can no longer go on without
I just break down (down)
(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I?d cross the world, for you I?d do anything
(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I?m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I?ve been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I?m in love with you baby
ohhh, ohhh....
crazy... lady..... lately....
ohhh ohhh.....
ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
baby...
*****Natalie - Going Crazy***** thats such a good song.. ::Sigh::
well on another note.. i have the bestest friends in the world! i wanna say thanks to everyone..
stacia-thank you so much for being the first person i call and giving me the best advice.. and just being there to listen to me and help me laugh and stop crying.
amber, linse, heather- friday nite was so much fun.. dinner and bowling was great. you guys are such good friends.. you helped me get my mind off of things thank you soo much!
rebecca, shawn. lisa- thanks for letting me come over to ur house and drink and talk i had a GREAT time.. i missed you all!
sammy-thanks for visiting us up at the bowling alley! and im glad i saw u at the appt.! and you give me the best advice thanks soo much!
ashley- thanks for talkin to me last nite you really helped me understand somethings about boys! ur a fun girl to talk to!
woody-thanks for being there for me thurs nite to talk to. and im glad i saw u over at the appt.!
brad- your just a great guy i <3 u soo much
Sandra- thanks for listening to me i looove you soo much you gave me some good advice too! lol spring break is gonna be great!
cadwell- thanks for going to the hockey game with me i had a good time i love u girl!
carly ann- thanks for talkin to me at the hockey game and getting my mind off things.. im glad we are talkin again ur such a sweet girl.. and i missed you soo much!
hector-thanks so much for talkin to me thurs nite. u really helped me a lot.. hopefully i see you and alex in south padre!
nick v- ur such a good guy i dont wanna lose you as a friend!
brian A, brandon G- thanks for talkin to me at school u guys are such good guys i <3 you lots!
if i forgot anyone im sorry you kno i still love you..
well since ive been at home thinking a lot.. i realized a lot of things.. like how i kno me jess and kat had our problems.. but they have always been there for me... and i kno they are still here for me.. and im sooo sorry for treating you guys soo bad and for being such a bad friend to u girls i <3 u!
RACHEL COMES HOME NEXT WEEKEND AND I CANT FREAKING WAIT I LOOOOVE HER AND I MISS HER SOO MUCH SHE IS SOO GREAT!
well i wish i could go to the club with sammy 2nite but im gonna go to my soccer game but mayb ill stop by brads house after and visit a bit.. even tho i mite be grose..
well.. any ways.. my stacia is sick and i hope she feels better i miss her lots..
well this is kind a along update.. but oh well... thanks to everyone who helped you guys are great.. i couldnt of asked for better friends...
ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold
my life just hasnt been the same ohh baby, nooo
when I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go
I just broke down (down)
baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice
cuz the feeling that I feel within
no other men could ever make me feel so right
its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night
but I?d rather have you here with me, right next to me
I miss the way you hold me tight
(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I?d cross the world, for you I?d do anything
(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I?m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I?ve been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I?m in love with you baby
break it down now I?ll tell you what I feel
from the moment I met you its been so damn real
my heart seems to skip another beat
every time we speak can you believe I feel so weak
tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me
and you love me I?m your lady
I?ll be around waiting for you I?ll put it down be the one for you
I?m falling so deep for you crazy love for you
I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do?
Wish you would stop fronting
its so in the weather i can no longer go on without
I just break down (down)
(Bridge)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch
I never thought that I could ever love a man so much
I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny
for you I?d cross the world, for you I?d do anything
(Chorus 2xs)
thats right baby I?m going crazy
I need to be your lady
I?ve been thinking lately
that you and me, yes we can make it
just ride with me, roll with me I?m in love with you baby
ohhh, ohhh....
crazy... lady..... lately....
ohhh ohhh.....
ohh ohhh ohhhhhh
baby...
*****Natalie - Going Crazy***** thats such a good song.. ::Sigh::
well on another note.. i have the bestest friends in the world! i wanna say thanks to everyone..
stacia-thank you so much for being the first person i call and giving me the best advice.. and just being there to listen to me and help me laugh and stop crying.
amber, linse, heather- friday nite was so much fun.. dinner and bowling was great. you guys are such good friends.. you helped me get my mind off of things thank you soo much!
rebecca, shawn. lisa- thanks for letting me come over to ur house and drink and talk i had a GREAT time.. i missed you all!
sammy-thanks for visiting us up at the bowling alley! and im glad i saw u at the appt.! and you give me the best advice thanks soo much!
ashley- thanks for talkin to me last nite you really helped me understand somethings about boys! ur a fun girl to talk to!
woody-thanks for being there for me thurs nite to talk to. and im glad i saw u over at the appt.!
brad- your just a great guy i <3 u soo much
Sandra- thanks for listening to me i looove you soo much you gave me some good advice too! lol spring break is gonna be great!
cadwell- thanks for going to the hockey game with me i had a good time i love u girl!
carly ann- thanks for talkin to me at the hockey game and getting my mind off things.. im glad we are talkin again ur such a sweet girl.. and i missed you soo much!
hector-thanks so much for talkin to me thurs nite. u really helped me a lot.. hopefully i see you and alex in south padre!
nick v- ur such a good guy i dont wanna lose you as a friend!
brian A, brandon G- thanks for talkin to me at school u guys are such good guys i <3 you lots!
if i forgot anyone im sorry you kno i still love you..
well since ive been at home thinking a lot.. i realized a lot of things.. like how i kno me jess and kat had our problems.. but they have always been there for me... and i kno they are still here for me.. and im sooo sorry for treating you guys soo bad and for being such a bad friend to u girls i <3 u!
RACHEL COMES HOME NEXT WEEKEND AND I CANT FREAKING WAIT I LOOOOVE HER AND I MISS HER SOO MUCH SHE IS SOO GREAT!
well i wish i could go to the club with sammy 2nite but im gonna go to my soccer game but mayb ill stop by brads house after and visit a bit.. even tho i mite be grose..
well.. any ways.. my stacia is sick and i hope she feels better i miss her lots..
well this is kind a along update.. but oh well... thanks to everyone who helped you guys are great.. i couldnt of asked for better friends...