Dec 28, 2007 09:26
i still feel empty, and i just want to give up, but i'm not going to because that would make me a total failure right?
meh, i don't know. i just feel like i'm bringing people down all of the time and that just makes me feel even worse.
and i just feel like i'm talking to myself all the time, which i technically am because i'm writing on here.
maybe things will get better soon, but i've been telling myself that for ages now and nothing has changed.
oh yeah, and my family is basically falling apart and i just run away from my problems. great.