Nov 11, 2004 10:21
Today i spent the entire day at my moms job letting some steam off. I was helping her file her chron files and i got paid for it so it was kool. We went out to eat with her boss and just talked about stuff that have been goin on in high school and how fucked up it can be. Gosh i never realized there can be so much drama in high school. Thank god it isnt how ur life is always goin to be. But four years of the same shit can get to anyone. Thats why when school gets out for vacation i am soo relieved. I love going to Puerto Rico and visiting my family and having no worries. Sometimes i wish i lived there becase things seem so much more relaxing and stress free. I feel like i have to get away from everyone for like a week or something and just think about stuff and just let go of everything. Things have been building up in me and i hate when that happens. I am the type of person that holds things inside and doesnt say anything about it until i am about to blow. Thanx to my best buds that have been there for me this past week or two. Seriously REBA, EDGAR, ESTE and anyone who has listened to my bullshit. Thank you guys so much u guys really mean a lot to me and anytime u need me ill be there for u since u did the same for me. I LOVE YOU GUYS SOO MUCH! <3 Sometimes u never know how people around u can act in a situation until they are put into it. I just hope that mybest friend and i dont go through this. REBA if u read this i will always be there for u even if we arent best friends anymore. You are the biggest and greatest person in my life and i dont know where i would be without u. Thank you for ur three years of friendship and trust. Hopefully this friendship will last us forever and our little kids will be friends also. I know this entry is totally girly and emotional but thats how i feel right now and i hate feeling this way. Anywayz hopefully next time when i update it wont be so gloomy and truamatizing lol. Oh watch out my first laugh in this entry. Alright then ill ttyl LATEs :(