*sigh*
i guess after hearing amanda tell me that someone likes me too... it just got my hopes up... and I came to realize why i've been hurting so much over the past few weeks... i've ALWAYS had a huge thing for him... i've always been majorly attracted to him... and I guess... I just fell... deeply for him... it hurts to think this might be a lie... not so much because my friend's lying, if that is the case... but that he wouldn't feel the same way... i want to be with him madly... and as of yet... can't do anything about it... he's so unreachable... but... i just wanna see him... *siiiiiiiigh*