ah... shit
i need to apologize to some people... and cuss a few others out.. ok not a few others just one...
fuck i hate it when i'm wrong...
I"M TOO FUCKING NAIVE and GULLIBLE!
dammit I'm too forgiving too... too softhearted... god allmighty... but yea i'm utterly sorry for all the darrin shit that went on... just like now i was led to believe something that's completely bull shit and even if he did... my god... he could've at least had the balls to tell me himself...
but just like then... guess who's involved... but this time... i thought i could be happy... oh fuck no... happiness is something i'll never be accustomed to. god dammit... why couldn't people just leave me and aj alone... holyfuckingshit... yea i'm pissed.
so yea nikki-i don't know if you hate me or not or what part if any you had in the whole darrin drama shit... i don't care right now... but i'm sorry truly... i realize now it was probably all bull shit... so yea i'm sorry.
and to amanda-i know you won't read this-i don't really give a shit if you don't... but fuck off... just... fuck... off... you lied to me... to my mother... to YOUR mother to AJ... to Bryan probably to Gail... to EVERYONE so go get fucking laid that's all you want anyways... cos' nobody else will give your fat ass a shot bitch. Leave me the hell alone you COW. you're a fucking heffer.
ok... i'm done.
-Jessica
fuck i hate it when i'm wrong...
I"M TOO FUCKING NAIVE and GULLIBLE!
dammit I'm too forgiving too... too softhearted... god allmighty... but yea i'm utterly sorry for all the darrin shit that went on... just like now i was led to believe something that's completely bull shit and even if he did... my god... he could've at least had the balls to tell me himself...
but just like then... guess who's involved... but this time... i thought i could be happy... oh fuck no... happiness is something i'll never be accustomed to. god dammit... why couldn't people just leave me and aj alone... holyfuckingshit... yea i'm pissed.
so yea nikki-i don't know if you hate me or not or what part if any you had in the whole darrin drama shit... i don't care right now... but i'm sorry truly... i realize now it was probably all bull shit... so yea i'm sorry.
and to amanda-i know you won't read this-i don't really give a shit if you don't... but fuck off... just... fuck... off... you lied to me... to my mother... to YOUR mother to AJ... to Bryan probably to Gail... to EVERYONE so go get fucking laid that's all you want anyways... cos' nobody else will give your fat ass a shot bitch. Leave me the hell alone you COW. you're a fucking heffer.
ok... i'm done.
-Jessica