Meli, God does everything for a reason. As much as it hurts and frustrates you he did for your own good and one day youll find out what that good is. I know it hurts and I know that telling you what other people will most likely tell you- "one day youll find the guy that will love you & wont hurt you." But Im not gonna tell you that, because I dont like it when they tell me that. It hurts more for you because you love him & hes your best friend. But what you did wasnt the worst thing in the world and your not a hoe and you know that.. what you did with ray came out of love wether he felt the same or not.. he should feel worse. you did it with good intentions. And atleast you told her straight out what happened, he should feel like shit because he did 3 bad things 1. like you said use you 2. cheat on his girlfriend of 1 year 3. act like it never happened you on the other hand feel guilty but meli it happens all the time, what can you do if you love someone? youd do anything to feel that they feel the same way back.. theres nothing wrong with that. HE should feel like shit. YOU should stay strong, crying is good because you let it all out but when your done just tell yourself that your too good for him, and that your strong. I know hes your best friend and I know you never ever want to let go of that but he has to understand that True Friends, especially BEST FRIENDS NEVER hurt their best friend. The main thing is that you have to tell yourself that your strong because you are.. it hurts but the anger & pain is just what makes you stronger without it nobody would learn anything.. As far as the using part.. thats the worst kind of pain you could feel especially if you love the person.. you gotta SHAKE IT OFF! fuck it theres no use hurting and torchuring yourself for something that is done. you WILL be with someone that treats you right, and like I said Ray is the first guy that has taught you things on your journey of finding that guy..
God does everything for a reason. As much as it hurts and frustrates you he did for your own good and one day youll find out what that good is. I know it hurts and I know that telling you what other people will most likely tell you- "one day youll find the guy that will love you & wont hurt you." But Im not gonna tell you that, because I dont like it when they tell me that. It hurts more for you because you love him & hes your best friend. But what you did wasnt the worst thing in the world and your not a hoe and you know that.. what you did with ray came out of love wether he felt the same or not.. he should feel worse. you did it with good intentions. And atleast you told her straight out what happened, he should feel like shit because he did 3 bad things
1. like you said use you
2. cheat on his girlfriend of 1 year
3. act like it never happened
you on the other hand feel guilty but meli it happens all the time, what can you do if you love someone? youd do anything to feel that they feel the same way back.. theres nothing wrong with that. HE should feel like shit. YOU should stay strong, crying is good because you let it all out but when your done just tell yourself that your too good for him, and that your strong. I know hes your best friend and I know you never ever want to let go of that but he has to understand that True Friends, especially BEST FRIENDS NEVER hurt their best friend. The main thing is that you have to tell yourself that your strong because you are.. it hurts but the anger & pain is just what makes you stronger without it nobody would learn anything.. As far as the using part.. thats the worst kind of pain you could feel especially if you love the person.. you gotta SHAKE IT OFF! fuck it theres no use hurting and torchuring yourself for something that is done. you WILL be with someone that treats you right, and like I said Ray is the first guy that has taught you things on your journey of finding that guy..
hope you feel better
you have the s/n if anything
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