Balance.....
So My life is changing
more and more everyday.
I never thought it would feel this
Great to be independant...
I mean it's about time I mean I'm only 30!
I let Fear keep me from making
The wrong decisions for so long.
I stayed in unhealthy relationships
For so long, stayed around
unhealthy people and did unhealthy things
and lived a very unhealthy life; And it was
TORTURE! A miserable existance!
Today I'm sober, Single, Independant and living a spiritual life,
Taking care of myself, Going to the gym,
Working a full-time job that is truly a gift,
President of a sober house, helping others as well as myself.
"Balance"
Doing the best I can to build myself a solid foundation in life
So that I can be the Mother I always wanted to be.
I was so caught up in my own selfishness
That I could never take care of my responsibilities
as a mother, a daughter, a friend, sister.
Today I am more than I ever thought I could be
to the people in my life and to Society.
I have hurt alot of people in my life and the beauty of this
spiritual journy that I am on is that someday
I will be able to ask those people for their time
So I can admit my wrongs and ask them what i can do to make it Right
Accepting the fact that I may never be able to make it right but I
can own it and take responsibilities for what i have done.
Thank You ,God for this life that I can't say I deserve!!!!!
more and more everyday.
I never thought it would feel this
Great to be independant...
I mean it's about time I mean I'm only 30!
I let Fear keep me from making
The wrong decisions for so long.
I stayed in unhealthy relationships
For so long, stayed around
unhealthy people and did unhealthy things
and lived a very unhealthy life; And it was
TORTURE! A miserable existance!
Today I'm sober, Single, Independant and living a spiritual life,
Taking care of myself, Going to the gym,
Working a full-time job that is truly a gift,
President of a sober house, helping others as well as myself.
"Balance"
Doing the best I can to build myself a solid foundation in life
So that I can be the Mother I always wanted to be.
I was so caught up in my own selfishness
That I could never take care of my responsibilities
as a mother, a daughter, a friend, sister.
Today I am more than I ever thought I could be
to the people in my life and to Society.
I have hurt alot of people in my life and the beauty of this
spiritual journy that I am on is that someday
I will be able to ask those people for their time
So I can admit my wrongs and ask them what i can do to make it Right
Accepting the fact that I may never be able to make it right but I
can own it and take responsibilities for what i have done.
Thank You ,God for this life that I can't say I deserve!!!!!