Aug 16, 2005 11:09
I'm mad at myself not you. I'm mad for always
Being nice. i'm mad for always apologizing for
things I didn't do. I'm mad for getting attached
I'm mad for depending on you and wasteing my
time on you. I'm mad for thinking about you and
changing for you and wishing for you && most
of all not hating you when i should.
she says she dosen't care but the look in her eyes
and the tone of her voice tells a different story.but I can't.
i want to get to a point where no matter what
happens, no matter how long we go without
being together no matter how many fights we
get into, that all we need is a kiss and suddenly
we remember why we love each other
It was just an innocent smile
but it lit up my world.
No matter what happens
we'll always remember
the things that can never be forgotten,
the years we spent waiting to grow up
the years we spent waiting to become young again,
dying to get to high school
and dying to get out of it,
all in all it was worth all the time
and all the memories that can never be erased
from our hearts
and from our thoughts
the teachers we drove to insanity
the many friends we made
the funny dances, and football games
the goofy outfits we wore to homecoming
those people who didnt care what anyone else thought
People who changed our lives forever
i wish my mom could have told me the same thing about guys that
she did about bikes. ".. sooner or later you`re gonna fall && get hurt
I couldn't get to sleep last night. I was too busy thinkin' of you
When you look closely..
people are so strange & so complicated,
that they're actually.. beautiful.
My eyes are black & my world's upside down.
I'm hearing visions & I'm seeing sounds
I don't forgive people because I'm weak
I forgive them because I`m strong enough
to understand people make mistakes .
One of the worst feelings in the world
is knowing that that special someone
is still in your heart;; but you`re not in theirs