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Man its tuesday and im still so tired from this weekend! I guess i havent really slept much at all in the last 2 or 3 weeks. But this weekend was rough on me! I drank a lil bit too much at a party and ended up getting really sick and i really havent felt good since, its weird. I guess i was making out with some guy i didnt even know! Which is not like me at all, im so shy! But Bridgette said he was cute, so haha what the hell! where can i find him again? hehe jk.. well yeah im having fun now and all but im not looking for a boyfriend now, im not ready for that at all. Im sick of getting hurt and feeling likes guys could give a shit less about me. its like everything went so great at first, then it was like i was the last person he thought about.. oh well, learn from your mistakes.. dont fall so fast for someone that obviously never cared about you. because your the one that will always get hurt, whats new? He really meant alot to me, but what else can i do? just pray that one day we will be cool!! But school starts in a few weeks, time to meet some new people and get some new friends and just be young, cuz i wont be forever!