i wana be a kennedy, shake hands with heroes, and kiss the girls of centerfold, on the tounge
vacation :-D
me and mary started it early. we left school and went to Fire and Ice. on the way there, i learned that the postoffice is THE place to get gossip. like,even about people from our school. it was so weird, i was waiting for mar to come out of her house and the mailmen were talking about like Allie Chaves mom..
one of the best conversations i've had...ever
(me and mary figuring out the OC)
me: dennis could be like Trey because he left and then came back
mary: yeah, from PRISON?
me: well, being without me is pretty much like being in prison..probably worse
mary: SUMMMMERRRRRRRRR
ROB: do you want a muffin???
hahahha i love it.
so Fire and Ice was (of course) fun. and shopping at Urban outfitters after made it even better. i got home around 3 because mary had to work and thought that i would have no plans. but thennnnnnn TBC formed itself again because Luci and Jaci called me to invade the mall. i spent too much money, as usual, but i got the other Hot Hot Heat cd so that now i have both. the center of the foodcourt, like anytime i'm at the mall, is always a bunch of little kids meeting each other and like dancing around. it reminds me of drunk people at the bar trying to get laid. i just think its hilarious. its like toddler breeding ground.
well anyways, saturday morning i woke up early (or COUGH COUGH, got woken up) and went tanning with dennis. and by that i mean i watched him tan. maybe i'll try it next time. actually i probably will. but then me and dennis went to subway and walked around the lake. he tried calling into work but then couldnt so i left around 3. i visited mary for a while and then walked home. i was going to burlington with Jess but then realized that i was guna sneak out that night so i needed some sleep. that didnt exactly play out since Drake and Josh was on. Josh is actually hott now too. so dennis called around 930-10 and i got ready to sneak out, left around 1030 and we just drove around for a while. i let him drive because i didnt exactly know my way as well as him. we went to the movies in woburn at 1200 to see Aminityville Horror or whatever. (well, we bought tickets to feverpitch and then snuck in) it was scary, but still the funniest scary movie i've ever seen. after that we went to an allnight convience store to get my sister nachos, then decided to go home. in the car with him i told him what another...person\friend\idk told me earlier that day about my past\childhood and stuff and he wanted to call and yell at them (lol) of course i wouldnt let him do that but it was so nice to have him be supportive, and to have someone know me enough to believe me. and to be in awe that someone else would even say that. anyways, when i was driving home i was behind a drunkdriver the whole time and i forgot what drivers ed told us to do about them and i was SO scared and seeing the movie didnt help. on the way in my driveway i hit my brothers car and i got SO nervous because my phone started ringing after and i thought it was my sister\mother possibly but then it was dennis trying to scare me because i answered the phone to hear "ALANNAMARIE". hahaaha. well going through the basement to sneak back in wasnt too fun because of that movie. but i made it alright.
sunday morning i had church and then my grandparents house. im scared for my grandpa again, i dont think things are too good. :-\ Peter asked him if he had gotten results back or something. but i still did the usual routine, going into the guest bedroom, putting on dashboard, and letting it put me to sleep. it's still the only music that can do that. a perfect circle comes pretty close though. after my grandparents house i came home and soon after Sam called with Sheila saying they were walking down my street so i threw on clothes and met them outside and we all walked to Jess's. at jess's we just relaxed like the good old summer times, blaring music and just hanging out. later on me and sam walked chris and steph to the park and played baseball, that was some goodtimes. then we all went back in jess's room and held the kittens, even though sheilas was probably unconcious it was sleeping so much and mine was partially retarted. we determined that steph was the father of the kittens. the funniest thing was watching the mother pick them up by the neck and keep accidentally dropping them on their head. we hung out some more and then Sam walked me home when she was walking to Jeremiah's. when i got home i took the car out to take my sister out to dinner and picked up mary. i almost went to Billerica to meet up with Jess and Craig and later on realized i should have. but i just went home, talked on the phone and fell asleep.
yeah, its a pretty good life.
xcept, this one song that just came on. (MAE- WE'RE SO FAR AWAY off of the everglow)
that is THE song. THE song that represents everything right now.
i hate when people arent themselves. and i realize that i'm not exactly the poster child for being yourself but i'm really working on it. theres some people i can be me around already but i'm almost at the point where i can do it all the time. it just sucks when i thought that certain people would be able to figure me out and they never did. but i hate watching someone who was so special the way that they were just fade away into someone else. someone else thats just a carbon copy of anyone else out there.
when before, they actually were different. sucks.
me and mary started it early. we left school and went to Fire and Ice. on the way there, i learned that the postoffice is THE place to get gossip. like,even about people from our school. it was so weird, i was waiting for mar to come out of her house and the mailmen were talking about like Allie Chaves mom..
one of the best conversations i've had...ever
(me and mary figuring out the OC)
me: dennis could be like Trey because he left and then came back
mary: yeah, from PRISON?
me: well, being without me is pretty much like being in prison..probably worse
mary: SUMMMMERRRRRRRRR
ROB: do you want a muffin???
hahahha i love it.
so Fire and Ice was (of course) fun. and shopping at Urban outfitters after made it even better. i got home around 3 because mary had to work and thought that i would have no plans. but thennnnnnn TBC formed itself again because Luci and Jaci called me to invade the mall. i spent too much money, as usual, but i got the other Hot Hot Heat cd so that now i have both. the center of the foodcourt, like anytime i'm at the mall, is always a bunch of little kids meeting each other and like dancing around. it reminds me of drunk people at the bar trying to get laid. i just think its hilarious. its like toddler breeding ground.
well anyways, saturday morning i woke up early (or COUGH COUGH, got woken up) and went tanning with dennis. and by that i mean i watched him tan. maybe i'll try it next time. actually i probably will. but then me and dennis went to subway and walked around the lake. he tried calling into work but then couldnt so i left around 3. i visited mary for a while and then walked home. i was going to burlington with Jess but then realized that i was guna sneak out that night so i needed some sleep. that didnt exactly play out since Drake and Josh was on. Josh is actually hott now too. so dennis called around 930-10 and i got ready to sneak out, left around 1030 and we just drove around for a while. i let him drive because i didnt exactly know my way as well as him. we went to the movies in woburn at 1200 to see Aminityville Horror or whatever. (well, we bought tickets to feverpitch and then snuck in) it was scary, but still the funniest scary movie i've ever seen. after that we went to an allnight convience store to get my sister nachos, then decided to go home. in the car with him i told him what another...person\friend\idk told me earlier that day about my past\childhood and stuff and he wanted to call and yell at them (lol) of course i wouldnt let him do that but it was so nice to have him be supportive, and to have someone know me enough to believe me. and to be in awe that someone else would even say that. anyways, when i was driving home i was behind a drunkdriver the whole time and i forgot what drivers ed told us to do about them and i was SO scared and seeing the movie didnt help. on the way in my driveway i hit my brothers car and i got SO nervous because my phone started ringing after and i thought it was my sister\mother possibly but then it was dennis trying to scare me because i answered the phone to hear "ALANNAMARIE". hahaaha. well going through the basement to sneak back in wasnt too fun because of that movie. but i made it alright.
sunday morning i had church and then my grandparents house. im scared for my grandpa again, i dont think things are too good. :-\ Peter asked him if he had gotten results back or something. but i still did the usual routine, going into the guest bedroom, putting on dashboard, and letting it put me to sleep. it's still the only music that can do that. a perfect circle comes pretty close though. after my grandparents house i came home and soon after Sam called with Sheila saying they were walking down my street so i threw on clothes and met them outside and we all walked to Jess's. at jess's we just relaxed like the good old summer times, blaring music and just hanging out. later on me and sam walked chris and steph to the park and played baseball, that was some goodtimes. then we all went back in jess's room and held the kittens, even though sheilas was probably unconcious it was sleeping so much and mine was partially retarted. we determined that steph was the father of the kittens. the funniest thing was watching the mother pick them up by the neck and keep accidentally dropping them on their head. we hung out some more and then Sam walked me home when she was walking to Jeremiah's. when i got home i took the car out to take my sister out to dinner and picked up mary. i almost went to Billerica to meet up with Jess and Craig and later on realized i should have. but i just went home, talked on the phone and fell asleep.
yeah, its a pretty good life.
xcept, this one song that just came on. (MAE- WE'RE SO FAR AWAY off of the everglow)
that is THE song. THE song that represents everything right now.
i hate when people arent themselves. and i realize that i'm not exactly the poster child for being yourself but i'm really working on it. theres some people i can be me around already but i'm almost at the point where i can do it all the time. it just sucks when i thought that certain people would be able to figure me out and they never did. but i hate watching someone who was so special the way that they were just fade away into someone else. someone else thats just a carbon copy of anyone else out there.
when before, they actually were different. sucks.