Jan 06, 2005 13:55
~Hey ya lozerz~
Wassup? N2m here.
HOORAY NO SCHOOL TODAY*:-D
A song comes to mind...."Let It Snow"
LOL.
So happy about that all except that now I don't getta see Lyssa give another water bottle a blow job. I'll prolly go on out today and ride 4-wheelers and what not.
Anyways...last night I was up watching the rest of Degrassi w/ Seth and my Mom wants my n my room by 9:00p.m. on school nights and Seth in his bed by then and it was 9:01 when Seth looked at the clock and then he looked at me and said,"Ohh...it's one minute past our bedtime. Ohh....we're so bad." AND OMFG it was so funny the way he said it! LOL. Come on people is literally had me cracking up! Then again it's not all that hard to do that to me now is it? Anyways, how come no one ever comments? Are you people shy>? LOL. The game is gonna suck like a fuck Tomorra because we haven't practice for the longest time and Kerstin, Jackie, Becca, Kellie, and I are like the only one's who do it all right. Jill will never shut the fuck up and Jenny also won't and she sucks at all the cheers and won't ever learn them. And then Jill, OMG, she has to go and try and make the cheer faster than it's supposed to be. When will she learn to let the girl that's been doing this shit for 8 years teach her.::shocks::: I've been doing it for 8 years and I can't even do the splits...oh well though :-p So....so...so...OKAY ENOUGH FUCKING SO'S! LOL. Sry...
I'm gonna rub it into John's face when I tell him that I didn't have school today. Last night when I was talking to him he said that he liked me being at school...LOL. May have to go to the movies this weekend to give him a going back to school party for him! Hope he's at the game tomorrow or Tuesday. Mostly Tuesday though ;-)
Well...here's my Poem `du jour:
You never miss a good thing,
Until it's gone away.
You don't know what love is,
Or so to me they say.
But I don't care what's in their heads,
Because they do not see.
That as long as I'm true to myself,
All I need is me.
And now I have you in my arms,
And not just for a while.
Our hands fit together perfectly,
And I just love to see your smile.
Around you I feel comfortable,
And I can actually breathe.
I trust you with all my heart,
And I know you'll never leave.
You don't push me way too hard,
You just do what you can.
And when I cry you hold me tight,
And just offer me your hand.
You tell me that I'm beautiful,
And I tell you the same.
Around you I feel so loved,
And we each have a lover's name.
I want to be around you,
And because you live I breathe.
And if I wasn't for you, babe,
I would have never believed.
I used to think what was the use,
To look for something I could not find.
But I find all that I wanted,
When I looked into your eyes.
I carry on when I lose the fight,
Because you made me believe in myself.
So they can't tell me I don't need you,
Because you gave me help.
<3
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Like it?
Sure you did ;-)
Anyways...what is there to talk about?
I know who Jenna's going out with now...but I can't tell ya'll because they're both trying to keep this "love" that they have hidden away. He's prolly trying to make it so some of his other girlfriends don't hear about it. Seriously...she can do like so much better than him...he's sucha mother fucker. But it's her life and I'm not gonna tell her how to live it...but seriously...before she was all,"Now I know...It all makes sense now...etc......." But now it's all for defending him....come on. Not to be mean...but come on...it's like she's in love more with having a boyfriend that with the boyfriend. But according to her it's "so much more." She said that she don't wanna tell anyone because him and her together is like Brad and I getting back together...well Brad and I are never going to get back together...and a lot happened after Brad dumped me that no one knows about and never will because I don't have to tell anyone. And besides...I don't wanna be sent somewhere.
Speaking of which...my parents are like forcing me to come upstairs. They've been saying that I live downstairs to much, or that I need to eat, or know what's going on in the world around me, and that I live in my own little "fantasy world." Fuck that shit though...they're thinking about sending me somewhere but I am going no where*
Well I am going to get going I will talk to you lozerz later*
COMMENT!
<3 I love you John*
<3Mary*Grace*Piechowiak<3
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Being with you is like heaven...it's forever*