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~Hey All You Hot Lookin` Foxes~
LOL. So wassup? N2m. Didn't have a game yesterday because too many people were sick from the guys b*ball team(s) Which therefore brings me to my next point, which on Wednesday and Thursday brought my home because like I said before, Mr.Flu is going out to get you. Made a poem up about alla our gay-ass teachers...lol..here it iz: Mr.Engel is okay, but Ms.McFarland's really gay. Mrs.Pretzer loves to cheer. Mr.Falk is oh-so-queer! Mrs.Cochran is so tight, Mrs.Peil thinks she's the light. Mrs.Schwall stinks like my dad socks...and as for Mrs.Rothfuss...well, she rocks. There you have it, end of my poem.LOL. Now here's a Poem `de Jour:
I looked at them and look and me.
And saw everything that they don't see.
Wondering how I went in the wrong direction?
`Cause when I look at them, all I see is perfection.
I sit in my room everynight and cry.
If they're so perfect, why aren't I?
All bad memories seem to fade.
When I shut my door and cut with the blade.
Pushing down harder until I feel pain.
When I'm done I realize that I'm not sane.
Nobody is ever home.
I'm lost and broken all alone.
No one to lift my life expectations.
No one to ever tell about the knives sensation.
Everyone's so perfect, so why not me?
Am I blinded from a life that everyone else can see?
I see them laugh and say, "I love you."
But if we are so close, how come I'm not like that, too?
Was I born to an unnatural life?
Was I just supposed to be close to my knife?
So I get told to suck it up.
I yell back, "Fuck off! Shut up!"
Then I run down to my room and grab my blade.
I can only hope my imperfection will fade.
I look at my arms and see previous cuts.
Then I knew that I was seriously nuts.
But I didn't care, I need the pain.
It seems as if things never would change.
Then they buzz my room and call me things.
And everytime they do, damage falls on my wings.
I roll down my sleeves and up the stairs I go.
I'm still imperfect, and only I know.
But he got off @ the second stop thank God! Then Garret came up and sat by me and we started picking on Joey =) It was hilarious. I asked Joey if he needed a hug and him and Garret started cracking up. Garret also asked me how come Derrik didn't ride the bus anymore and I'm like,"I dumped him, but he's telling everyone he dumped me." Garret asked me why I dumped him and I told him it was because Derrik wazza mo fo. =D Mom gave me some medicine last night, whew it was strong, I fell asleep so quick man, then I got woken up later to fold laundry =\ *********** So hows everyone been lately? I've been...sleepy...lol. Too much medicene for the past 4 days. After a while, eating pills can get tiring. Almost passed out at school yesterday. Jenna wanted me to go sharpen her pencil and so I did and I threw it at her when I was done and she missed and it broke the lead and so she told me to get it and so I walked over by the register where it was and started feeling dizzy and things went black and I hit my head on the register. =( Called "Mrs.Fumerbeam" up and it took them a while but Mrs.Rothfuss got it outta them. I asked her about some of the medicene that I took. Ordered a pizza. It tasted bad when all that I had for the past 2 days was pills. Kerstin called up a number that she just dialed and was like,"Hi, this is Trisha from Planned Parenthood. We have your daughter's test results, and we really need her to call us back. It's urgent. Thank you, good-bye." And then we were watching T.V. and I'm like,"Kerstin, I feel really bad about that. What if they do have a daughter?" So she called the number back up again and said,"Hi, this is Trisha from Planned Parenthood. Sorry that I called earlier. I had the wrong number. I'm so sorry. I promise it will never happen again. Good-bye" So yeah...lol. Over the past 4 days I've probably had around 30 pills. So yeah...I'm trying to get better. Katy came over last night and Rachel, her, and I stayed up late and made the corniest movie..and of course in the end credits I gotta mention Vlassic pickles...mhm =) LOL. Gotta love em, ha? Was gonna go over to Kerstin's today but the 'rent's won't lemme cause they don't trust me enough 2 go to the mall..they think Imma go off w/ John and shit so yeah....boo them whores. =\ Gonna go see 'Are We There Yet' today lata on. Well Imma get going now I'll ttyll
COMMENT MO FO'Z!
<3 I love you soooooo much John*
<3Mary*Grace*Piechowiak<3
LOL. So wassup? N2m. Didn't have a game yesterday because too many people were sick from the guys b*ball team(s) Which therefore brings me to my next point, which on Wednesday and Thursday brought my home because like I said before, Mr.Flu is going out to get you. Made a poem up about alla our gay-ass teachers...lol..here it iz: Mr.Engel is okay, but Ms.McFarland's really gay. Mrs.Pretzer loves to cheer. Mr.Falk is oh-so-queer! Mrs.Cochran is so tight, Mrs.Peil thinks she's the light. Mrs.Schwall stinks like my dad socks...and as for Mrs.Rothfuss...well, she rocks. There you have it, end of my poem.LOL. Now here's a Poem `de Jour:
I looked at them and look and me.
And saw everything that they don't see.
Wondering how I went in the wrong direction?
`Cause when I look at them, all I see is perfection.
I sit in my room everynight and cry.
If they're so perfect, why aren't I?
All bad memories seem to fade.
When I shut my door and cut with the blade.
Pushing down harder until I feel pain.
When I'm done I realize that I'm not sane.
Nobody is ever home.
I'm lost and broken all alone.
No one to lift my life expectations.
No one to ever tell about the knives sensation.
Everyone's so perfect, so why not me?
Am I blinded from a life that everyone else can see?
I see them laugh and say, "I love you."
But if we are so close, how come I'm not like that, too?
Was I born to an unnatural life?
Was I just supposed to be close to my knife?
So I get told to suck it up.
I yell back, "Fuck off! Shut up!"
Then I run down to my room and grab my blade.
I can only hope my imperfection will fade.
I look at my arms and see previous cuts.
Then I knew that I was seriously nuts.
But I didn't care, I need the pain.
It seems as if things never would change.
Then they buzz my room and call me things.
And everytime they do, damage falls on my wings.
I roll down my sleeves and up the stairs I go.
I'm still imperfect, and only I know.
But he got off @ the second stop thank God! Then Garret came up and sat by me and we started picking on Joey =) It was hilarious. I asked Joey if he needed a hug and him and Garret started cracking up. Garret also asked me how come Derrik didn't ride the bus anymore and I'm like,"I dumped him, but he's telling everyone he dumped me." Garret asked me why I dumped him and I told him it was because Derrik wazza mo fo. =D Mom gave me some medicine last night, whew it was strong, I fell asleep so quick man, then I got woken up later to fold laundry =\ *********** So hows everyone been lately? I've been...sleepy...lol. Too much medicene for the past 4 days. After a while, eating pills can get tiring. Almost passed out at school yesterday. Jenna wanted me to go sharpen her pencil and so I did and I threw it at her when I was done and she missed and it broke the lead and so she told me to get it and so I walked over by the register where it was and started feeling dizzy and things went black and I hit my head on the register. =( Called "Mrs.Fumerbeam" up and it took them a while but Mrs.Rothfuss got it outta them. I asked her about some of the medicene that I took. Ordered a pizza. It tasted bad when all that I had for the past 2 days was pills. Kerstin called up a number that she just dialed and was like,"Hi, this is Trisha from Planned Parenthood. We have your daughter's test results, and we really need her to call us back. It's urgent. Thank you, good-bye." And then we were watching T.V. and I'm like,"Kerstin, I feel really bad about that. What if they do have a daughter?" So she called the number back up again and said,"Hi, this is Trisha from Planned Parenthood. Sorry that I called earlier. I had the wrong number. I'm so sorry. I promise it will never happen again. Good-bye" So yeah...lol. Over the past 4 days I've probably had around 30 pills. So yeah...I'm trying to get better. Katy came over last night and Rachel, her, and I stayed up late and made the corniest movie..and of course in the end credits I gotta mention Vlassic pickles...mhm =) LOL. Gotta love em, ha? Was gonna go over to Kerstin's today but the 'rent's won't lemme cause they don't trust me enough 2 go to the mall..they think Imma go off w/ John and shit so yeah....boo them whores. =\ Gonna go see 'Are We There Yet' today lata on. Well Imma get going now I'll ttyll
COMMENT MO FO'Z!
<3 I love you soooooo much John*
<3Mary*Grace*Piechowiak<3