Jun 04, 2005 12:05
If someone is in your head all of the time, maybe they're there because that's where they're supposed to be. The reason God put spaces between your finger was so that way someone could fill them up..and I now know that I have found the one I've been looking for. If you can think of three reasons not to go out with a person, then you shouldn't go out with them, from what I heard from a movie. I can honestly say that I can't even think of one...but I can think of some to be going out with him....
1.He loves me
2.He accepts me as I am.
3.He is always there for me.
4.He never angers me or makes me upset.
5.He means the world to me.
6.When I'm in his arms, I feel like I belong there.
7.When our hands are laced in each others, they fit perfectly.
8.The times goes by too quickly when we're together.
9.I can never forget any of our memories.
10. He's every thought in my head.
11.I love him soo much.
12.I can't picture being with someone else.
13.I don't want to be with anyone else besides him.
There are so mant other reasons, but I love him more than anything.
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I said some things that I never meant to say.
And all the pain I caused you, I wish it would fade away.
Because I never meant to hurt you, I love you far too much.
For you've given me the strength when I felt like giving up.
And now that all my love for you will never cease to grow..
Please take me in your loving arms and never let me go.
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I hope that everything will be okay soon. I am going to try my hardest yet!
When you care about someone soo much, you can't really picture yourself with anyone else.
I remember every memory with him...starting from the beginning....Walking up to you the first time I met you and giving you our first hug, walking around the mall with you and Jenna and me and you were holding hands, going to see that first movie by ourselves together, near the mall bathrooms having our first kiss, talking to you on the phone for hours, going to watch your basketball game at halftime when you weren't playing, you first meeting my dad, going to the mall again, walking around holding your hand feeling perfect, seeing our second movie, having that one guy stare are us like the entire movie, doing what we did in a movie theatre, every kiss and every touch that day, having you come to my volleyball games, you slapping my ass(very nice..lol), my sister seeing us kiss outside of Trinity, you coming to more volleyball games, all of my friends meeting you and me feeling so proud, you coming to my Confirmation and me being very suprised, going out to eat and you always being the crazy guy that I love, coming home and playing totally unfair basketball because it was make-it take-it, coming inside when it was raining, Laying on the couch with you, going under our blanket, doing what we did there, staying in your arms just cuddling for a long time, going in my room and doing what we did there, looking in the mirror when we were in each other's arms, upstairs watching tv with you and you saying how you couldn't watch the people kissing on tv(yeah right...lol), taking you home and giving you a hugg good-bye...
I remember everything....and I never want to let any of those memories go. I want to continue in every plan that we had ever had made and I never want to lose you.
Wednesday--I had a track meet. I got 4th in 100m, nothing in shotput, and then 3rd in long jump.
Thursday--Went to Augrea's and I had a blast. Sam is the funniest person I think..I made Jenna wear a bandaid over her belly button piercing at the end and then jenna's like screw it and let her piercing show=)
Friday-Cleaned out desk and locker..school picnic. I loved the last game of getting all wet.
Today--I think I have work..I don't know if I feel like going..but maybe I get my salary today=D
I graduate tomorrow on Sunday..I plan on having Jenna, Kerstin, Kellie, Alyssa, Jackie, and Becca over to swim and spend the night. John can't come, but that is okay, because I love him, and as long as I have him in my heart, it's just like he's there to me.
That is all for now...and I really, really love you John, more than anything. Thank you for always being there for me through everything, and thanks for everything...
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