IIf You Feel Like Dying You Might Want To Scream..
Sometimes a girl like me has to choose..and I have to do somethings that I don't want to do...
Got midterms..here are my grades:
Word of God-A
Memory Work(Hymns)-A
Literature-B+
Grammar-B
Composition-A-
Spelling-A
AM History-A
Math(Algerbra 1/2)-B+
Science-A+
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It's time I say good-bye to memories that cause me so much pain...but I can never find a way to let them go. My days have not been good ones.
My dad stayed away from home for 2 days..shows how bad home is.
CL today-Totally boring..My teacher tries telling me that you can't rely on love since it's an emotion..
Literature-Really boring..talking about the stories are boring.
History-It was aight. We're studing WW2..=\
1st Break-Sat with Jenna and other people.
Math-I had V and SA of cylinders..ugghh.
2nd break-I wrote some more of my story with Jenna.
Lunch-Awesome..kind of quiet..no one was really talking. Found out Jeff got out of sentences..it was totaly BS.
Singing-The Graduation song we did today was absolutely beautiful..and I can't wait to sing it on June 6th=D
Grammer-Okay..Jenna and I wanna get our grades up/
The rest of the day is still to come..as in Spelling and Science test..ahh!!
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I know my grades may seem good..but to my mom it's going to be awful, because I can't make her happy no matter what I do..so I've got to get them up.
May go back to work soon I suppose..I'm expecting my call.
Every single little thing is bugging me so if something bad happens soon do not blame yourself at all.
**Everyone's telling me not to worry about them, that I don't need the stress..but I do need to worry about the people that I care about, whether they believe it or not...
So this is how life goes..you are born, and grow up with parents that abuse you, then you become a teenager and are forced to do things you don't want to, you grow up more and move out and struggle, you have a family and kids that drive you crazy, you become a grandparents, and then you go and live happy, and then you die..ugh..
That's all for now.
One the 30th is my 5 month anniversary w/ John...
ONLY 11 more days left!!!=D
I love you so much John and you never will know how much I love you.
You're the reason why I'm always smiling.
You make me laugh like crazy, even when I don't want to smile..I love you John*
Got midterms..here are my grades:
Word of God-A
Memory Work(Hymns)-A
Literature-B+
Grammar-B
Composition-A-
Spelling-A
AM History-A
Math(Algerbra 1/2)-B+
Science-A+
**************
It's time I say good-bye to memories that cause me so much pain...but I can never find a way to let them go. My days have not been good ones.
My dad stayed away from home for 2 days..shows how bad home is.
CL today-Totally boring..My teacher tries telling me that you can't rely on love since it's an emotion..
Literature-Really boring..talking about the stories are boring.
History-It was aight. We're studing WW2..=\
1st Break-Sat with Jenna and other people.
Math-I had V and SA of cylinders..ugghh.
2nd break-I wrote some more of my story with Jenna.
Lunch-Awesome..kind of quiet..no one was really talking. Found out Jeff got out of sentences..it was totaly BS.
Singing-The Graduation song we did today was absolutely beautiful..and I can't wait to sing it on June 6th=D
Grammer-Okay..Jenna and I wanna get our grades up/
The rest of the day is still to come..as in Spelling and Science test..ahh!!
***
I know my grades may seem good..but to my mom it's going to be awful, because I can't make her happy no matter what I do..so I've got to get them up.
May go back to work soon I suppose..I'm expecting my call.
Every single little thing is bugging me so if something bad happens soon do not blame yourself at all.
**Everyone's telling me not to worry about them, that I don't need the stress..but I do need to worry about the people that I care about, whether they believe it or not...
So this is how life goes..you are born, and grow up with parents that abuse you, then you become a teenager and are forced to do things you don't want to, you grow up more and move out and struggle, you have a family and kids that drive you crazy, you become a grandparents, and then you go and live happy, and then you die..ugh..
That's all for now.
One the 30th is my 5 month anniversary w/ John...
ONLY 11 more days left!!!=D
I love you so much John and you never will know how much I love you.
You're the reason why I'm always smiling.
You make me laugh like crazy, even when I don't want to smile..I love you John*