confused.
i don't know what to do.
i'm getting mixed signals and it's throwing me off.
i really, really, really, really, like this girl. a lot.
this is the girl i asked to prom.
i don't think she sees us as going as a 'couple' which is fine by me.
i mean, i invited her, it was friendly and cute and she said yes and probably thought it was just my little friendly way of asking, which it totally is.
I'm completely fine with that.
but i did kind of have the intention of keeping it the two of us.
but she wants to invite her bff with her or whatever, and I can't just say 'No' because I'm not going to come between her and her friend.
That's just mean. :[
But...
I need some alone time with her.
everytime we talk or hug, there's always someone watching us awkwardly because I'm sure it's imminent on my face how badly i want to bone this kid.
(and by bone, i mean that in the total metaphorical sense.)
it's just, so much more than that, and it's frustrating more than it's confusing.
but i don't want to ruin our friendship by assuming that her saying yes to prom makes us an 'item' because i know damn well we're not, i just don't want any competition. i don't like sharing something as good as her.
but maybe i'm over analyzing.
i tend to do that.
i'm getting mixed signals and it's throwing me off.
i really, really, really, really, like this girl. a lot.
this is the girl i asked to prom.
i don't think she sees us as going as a 'couple' which is fine by me.
i mean, i invited her, it was friendly and cute and she said yes and probably thought it was just my little friendly way of asking, which it totally is.
I'm completely fine with that.
but i did kind of have the intention of keeping it the two of us.
but she wants to invite her bff with her or whatever, and I can't just say 'No' because I'm not going to come between her and her friend.
That's just mean. :[
But...
I need some alone time with her.
everytime we talk or hug, there's always someone watching us awkwardly because I'm sure it's imminent on my face how badly i want to bone this kid.
(and by bone, i mean that in the total metaphorical sense.)
it's just, so much more than that, and it's frustrating more than it's confusing.
but i don't want to ruin our friendship by assuming that her saying yes to prom makes us an 'item' because i know damn well we're not, i just don't want any competition. i don't like sharing something as good as her.
but maybe i'm over analyzing.
i tend to do that.