Jan 05, 2006 23:15
Early morning.
It usually happens like this.
I get up and get ready half asleep.
Prepared to head out of the house.
I then end up waiting 2 hours while other thing are being done.
How anticlimactic.
Anyway.
I got poked today.
I actually enjoy getting a shot when it's done right.
Satisfying.
We then had are ritual outing into morristown.
and then something INTERESTING.
We went into the jewish tailor to pick up our dry cleaning.
His wife I assume was there.
While she was helping my mom she passed me and said,
"Hey honey, what a good looking young man you are!"
I got shy and said "haha thanks"
and she kept on going on until finding out I belonged to the women in front of me.
"What a handsome boy you are! You are such an attractive young man!"
Blushing...I followed with a nervous "Hahaha Stop stop stop"
We all had some more small talk, mentioning my up and coming trip to Miami.
At which "his girlfriend" was mentioned by M.
and that made the adorable woman get in a bigger fluster...saying "Oooooooo That'll be great lucky you etc etc."
Before we left she said goodbye to me by running up and giving me a kiss on the cheek (which I had to bend down for).
Sweet lady.
So we then headed to michaels and rite aid/eckards...
I went into Hallmark looking for some christmas cards.
Silly thought...they were all gone.
So I got a blanky with puppies all over it.
"Everyone like's puppies!" I thought
So cute it makes me want to get shot in the face.
"Shot in the heart, but your too late, you give love a bad name!"
Don't have the foggiest where that came from, but you gotta love shitty hair metal.
I talked the first guy talk I've had in a long time with none other than my dear pal
Forrest.
During the conversasion...I felt myself getting a little bit..."energized"
This vacation has been such a reck emotionally that my body has been screaming to break out.
I'm scared of the reprecussions...but also kinda ansy.
I'm tired, it's not late, but feels it.
I'll make some calls...then get in bed...just being in bed makes me feel good.
I've thought, wouldn't it be nice to do a hands on study of human nature for a semester.
Live everyday with all the thigns that make us what we are.
But that's what life is...you learn something new about human nature every time you take a breath ofr blink.
"If only I could fill, my heart with love"