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Hey everyone..ive been pretty missrable all damn day...all this drama is makin me go crazy i honestly wish heather would just dissapear for good..shes makin up storys about me n ray which i just found out and then makin crystal one of my best friends so pissed its unbelivable!..and now i dont feel good and my mom isnt here..maybe im just PMS'ing but thats not an excuse!!!...Jeeze i hate girls...besides my friends of course...and now anthony is lying to me and it seems like no one really wants to tell me ne thing..rays getting all suspicious that im doing something with someone who knows who that someone is but he thinks that askin me all these ?'s and stuff i mean seriously is it that bad i hang out with a NEW guy once or twice and then i have to call and ask ray if its ok!! i mean seriously this is getting outa hand!!!..i love him so much but sometimes i wonder whats best for me and the way my life is right now...wait who am i kiddin were never gunna break up i have told him that before and thats not about to change!..i miss him like crazy too hopefully im seeing him this weekend...=) that might cheer me up...so ne ways does ne one think im soo important they dont want me to die? it seems like sometimes no one gives a rats ass about me and the way i feel i ask for someone to stop some habbit or thing that there doing that bugs me but it keeps comming back..i think they all just want me dead...sorry im just letting myself out ive been holding this in for a long time and i never wanted to tell ne one but here we go, well comment if u wanna i dont care...Why do i feel so hurt??
I a m s o c o n f u s e d ! ! !
Lindzee...Why does everything happen to me....Gaffney