I want him to hold me!
Well today was the first day os finals they suck so bad i dont even care about them the only one i care about is my Child development n English final which i actually studied for. Well last night i cried all night cuz me n stephen r done with!! His cousin Kam helped me alot i seriously still would be crying if it wasnt for him THANKS KAM I DONT KNOW WHERE ID BE WITHOUT YOU! Tommy helped me alot too they both told me its not my fault that he dont know how to treat a girl. Me n Tommy r so close hes like my big brother he always is there for me i honestly dont know id do with out him. this summer should be fun. SIKE i get my car this summer well thats what my moms says.... and u all know how that should go. i dont know what i want anymore i really dont! i need this summer to think about alot School,Boys,College, My life in general. my life to me is fucked up honestly! im so scared to get clost to a guy cuz im scared they will hurt me like everyother guy has! i dont wanna hurt no more im tired of hurting why cant i be happy!?!?! well i gotta go im just gonna cry if i keep typing this!