Jul 30, 2005 23:30
I AM: megan
I WANT: more friends. so i'd have people to hang out with when my only friends are in Maryland =/.
I HAVE: an obsession with Viva La Bam ♥.
I WISH: summer could last forever.
I HATE: my summer.
I FEAR: high school =0
I HEAR: Bam asking people where his lambo is.
I WONDER: what i'm doing next week.
I REGRET: being me.
I LOVE: Bam.
I ACHE: right now.
I ALWAYS: have a problem.
I AM NOT: very tired.
I DANCE: randomly.
I SING: all the time.
I CRY: over everything.
I AM NOT ALWAYS: happy.
I WRITE: what i'm thinking. if it's not in here, all the good stuff is in my journal.
I WIN: games.
I LOSE: at life.
I CONFUSE: people.
I NEED: my friends.
I SHOULD: exercise more.
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YES or NO:
x. YOU KEEP A DIARY: a journal.
x. YOU LIKE TO COOK: well, i suck, but it's fun.
x. YOU HAVE A SECRET YOU HAVE NOT SHARED WITH ANYONE: sure.
x.YOU BELIEVE IN LOVE: yes. not at this age though.
DO YOU...?
HAVE A CRUSH: not right now.
WANT TO GET MARRIED: definitely someday.
GET MOTION SICKNESS: when i read or look down in the car, but i never throw up.
THINK YOURE A HEALTH FREAK: no. i freak about unhealthy stuff, but i never do anything about it.
GET ALONG WITH YOUR PARENTS: occasionally.
LIKE THUNDERSTORMS: yeah, they're fun. they used to scare me when i was little.
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CURRENT
HAIR COLOR: dark brown with annyoying brownish highlights.
EYE COLOR: dark brown, like shit.
HEIGHT: about 5'5
BIRTHPLACE: Freehold, NJ
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FAVORITE
NUMBER: 14
COLOR: hot pink & bright blue.
DAY: saturday. but i lose track of days in the summer.
MONTH: i like all of them, except march. it's boring.
SONG: i can't stop singing "let's get fucked up and die" - motion city soundtrack, but that's not my favorite. i can't pick.
FOOD: sausage pizza hot pockets and black raspberry chocolate ice cream.
SEASON: i like all of them differently.
SPORT: dance? if that counts.
DRINK: water, i guess. or strawberry breeze juice. that stuff fucking owns.
PREFERENCES:
CUDDLE OR MAKE OUT: whatever.
chocolate MILK, OR HOT chocolate: chocolate milk i guess.
MILK, DARK OR WHITE chocolate: milk.
VANILLA OR chocolate: eh, chocolate.
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IN THE LAST 24 HRS, HAVE YOU...
CRIED? hm, actually i don't think i have.
HELPED SOMEONE? yeah. i helped my mom carry groceries inside, and i put them away.
BOUGHT SOMETHING? not with my own money.
GOTTEN SICK? nope.
GONE TO THE movies? nope.
GONE OUT FOR DINNER? yeah. i went to applebees for dinner tonight.
SAID "I LOVE YOU"? yeah.
WRITTEN A REAL LETTER: no.
TALKED TO AN EX? no.
MISSED AN EX? no.
WRITTEN IN A JOURNAL? livejournal. and i doodled in my journal
HAD A SERIOUS TALK? yeah. not too serious though.
MISSED SOMEONE? yes. does my ipod count as someone?
HUGGED SOMEONE? yeah.
FOUGHT WITH YOUR PARENTS? no. i was annoyed with them, but i didn't fight with them.
FOUGHT WITH A FRIEND? no.
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Would you ever:
1. Eat a bug? no.
2. Bungee jump? no. i'd cry. actually, maybe. idk.
3. Hang glide? no. again i'd cry.
4. Kill someone? no.
5. Kiss someone of the same sex? i guess so. whatever.
6. Have sex with someone of the same sex? no. you kinda can't anyway.
7. Parachute from a plane? no.
8. Walk on hot coals? my feet would hurt. if i had to or die, sure. it's better than dying.
9. Go out with someone for their looks? no. what if they were hot but they sucked?
10. For their reputation? no..
11. Be a vegetarian? i wish. but nobody will help me. i told my mom i wanted to start with not eating pigs, so she made me pork chops. how nice.
12. Wear plaid with stripes? okay. i'm pretty terrible at matching.
13. IM a stranger? sure.
14. Sing Karaoke? yeah.
15. Get drunk off your ass? i don't drink.
16. Shoplift? sure. not like a tv though. i don't wanna go to jail.
17. Run a red light? no. then people would die, and i'd be sad. but if there's nobody around then okay.
18. Star in a porn video? mmm, no thanks.
19. Dye your hair blue? nah.
20. Be on Survivor? idk. maybe if i was bored.
21. Wear makeup in public? i don't go in public without it.
22. Not wear makeup in public? if there was nobody around maybe.
23. Cheat on a test? sure.
24. Make someone cry? not on purpose.
25. Date someone more than 10 years older than you? when i'm older, and age doesn't matter.
26. Stay up all night? at a sleepover, it's fun. otherwise, i just do cause i can't sleep.
EVER BEEN...
Arrested: no.
Hand Cuffed: well, yes... not by the police though ;) hah
Scared: yes.
Depressed: yes.
In Love: love doesn't happen when you're 14. sorry.
Confused: yes.
In a Fight: yes.
Contact Fight: well, not in an "i hate you" way.
In debt: no.
Sick: yeah.
In the hospital: no.
Insomniac: yeah, especially last summer. i'd cry myself to sleep at like 5 am every night.
On illegal drugs: no
Drunk: no
High: no.
On Tv: i dont think so.
On Probation: nope.
Under House Arrest: nope.
Grounded: no. my parents don't ground.
Threatened: yeah.
Sexually Abused: no.
Happy: yeah.
Too busy: yeah.
Hurt: yes.
Ignored: yeah.
EVER FEEL...
Ugly: yes.
Lost: yes.
Forgotten: yes.
Used: why would someone use me? i have nothing for them but friendship.
Clueless: yes.
Dumb: yes.
Helpless: yes. some people are really strong.
Pretty: whatever. what is pretty anyway?
Loved: not really.
ONE OR THE OTHER
Meat/Veggies: veggies. poor animals.
Love/Money: love.
Family/Career: family.
Fat/Skinny: skinny.
Busy/Lazy: lazy. when you're lazy you can do whatever you want.
Car/Bike: car. but since i can't drive, bike.
Summer/Winter: summer, because of summer stuff, and winter because of winter stuff. both.
Beach/Mountain: idk, i hate picking things like this.
travel/Work: travel.
Lover/Friend: both.
Right/Wrong: right.
1 Best Friend/100 'friends': 1 best friend feels like 100 'friends' and more.
WHAT IF...
You were rich: i'd have all the material things i wanted. i'd be happier, but not totally happy.
You were pregnant: i'd be pretty messed up.
You were robbed: i'd cry.
You were deaf: i'd cry more. then i'd learn sign language.
Any one dream could come true: it would be the best one i had where i was engaged to this guy who wasn't that hot, but loved me a lot. i felt totally loved. i wish that came true.
You had one wish: to be completely content.