Jun 18, 2005 09:46
hold up....DamN Have You eVEr heard of True love... well the way i think of its a bunch of bull shit in my eyes.. Man that guy i was talking to about in my last few entrys and DuDe i Fucking Love this Guy but You Know i Feel Kinda Weird BeCasue i Know that We Cant be together Becasue their are Just to many problems haha well I Dont Think any One will Understand how i feel And It sucks @$$ and My home girl is da bomb and shes gonna be my Best freind ilu sab well aNyways Damn this dude how am i going to Get oVEr him I think About This ALot I want to tell Him how i feel becasue i feel that it kill me a little bit each day i know that sounds werid and all but i cant explain i hope yall can understand. Man i was So FuCkInG stupiD Well Damn What am I gonna DO im screwed well dude this is what i hope to tell him dude i fucking like you and this is how i feel you can take it anyway you want to but you need to know how i feel so i wont feel the way i fucking do every motha fucking day. well i know i might sound pissed but i am not.well i went to the swim meet today up in ormand YMCA and DavId was their YAY yesterday his is a litlle bit younger than me but i gotta give it to u davey you are so Fucking Cute with a nice body i know i used to make fun of you called you the jesse mcartney look alike but o well we are cool now well anyways their this really annoying kid named jared and he wont fucking leave me allow so next time he talkes to me my foots gonna go so far up his @$$ its gonna come out his fucking ass and it ruins my concentratction when i am trying to work out in the gym and then i decide to go for a swim and then off to the steam room. well today was busy we got a riding lawn morar its tight as hell and i was out with my dad all day it was fun well my brother finished their in his first competition on freestyle. well its like 937pm and my mom and dad went out to dinner and went to go see cinderella man i hope thier having a good time me and my bro cleaned up a lil made cookies and then watched DEBS it was a cute movie kinda like charlies angels but i thought it was better. welll tomrrow is fathers day and we got my dada clothes and a new bathing suit cause the one we got from hawaii is getting kinda old lol well anyways christan and jeanpual are down from maryland i am going to go spend the night with my best freind rain cause she practical my sister but shes my bffl and her dad and my dad are best freinds so we know alot of eachothers family and we always have a ddr max competition and th ats always tight and fun i going to hopefull kick sum butT but any how christan is the master at that game and hes like friggin 6 inches and 2 feet thats tall and hes only 14 damn lol well anywas rains other freind tristan is really nice and we can become freinds as well. well flvs is going great on personal fittnes i have a 96.2 lol an A that Great well anyways i think that i should put my brother to bed cause its getting late and all those cookies we ate and slushies and for dinner we had fucking taco bell it was the bomb i love that place well good night all much love to every one except for certain ppl and you know who u are so fuck you!!!