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well hey everyone i kno i havent rittin in a while wll i knw this will change the way u see me but i thought id share...i been in the hospital for a week and hbs because i had cutt my arm and over dosed on medication that wasnt mine since im a dumbass i have been throwing up every since and actually im still alive so it didnt work but i dont i ve done some much bad stuff this year that i cant even make it up wtih doing good things every day pretty bad huh? well im changing im gonna be a good girl and im changing...well i hate rap no its gay i like country and punk rock and stuff like green day and sublime yes 40 oz to freedom my dad i guess was a big fan of them and has all their cds plus bob marleys lol i just found out he died lol duh im dumb...but i am changing into a better person maybe this time i can start off on the right foot next time i hop out of my bed at 5 in the morn to take a shower and get ready for school well...this girl named kay made the fucking jv and she thinks shes da bomb and everyone hates her on the cheer squad brooke and kelley and every werent to0o happy lol but she like tiara this and tiara that like we are bffls umm leave me alone... lol summer haha i stuck this thing that said kick me plz cause chris thinks im fat and ugly she still talks about him....when will she give up anyways naw joe is my other boi hes awsome and so0o nice but i dont like him that way i really dont like anyone that way...well not lately but i think im going to take it slow and look for a bf and have fun lol in a good girl way cough cough lol jp well im at my freinds house cause i went home with her after school ands we are gonna eat chinesse food yes!!! lol ugh friggin idiot i am failing school to i have like 3 fs and ds and shit lol and it sucks my parents know and arent mad...that god well im gonna go cause we are gonna go out side and then prob eat yummy yes iight peaces my sweetnesses