Mar 07, 2005 16:56
So today was a good day until softball...
Hagel pulled me aside and told me that he was putting me with the JV girls. He said that i "press" myseld to hard, and i tear myself apart if i dont catch a ball, and he was like this isnt a demotion...and i was seriously about to cry right infront of him. My feelings were really hurt, cuz i really tried to do good on the varsity team, and its like i wasnt good enough. And on JV we dont even do ne thing, we had a catch the whole time, and im like how is this gonna make me better? i really thought i was doing good on varsity...but apparently not. and like i knew it was coming....but just hearing it really makes me mad. I would hope its only temporary,but i dont think so...but im really upset! I dont understand.
alright im done..
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Michelle