the good old days
to liz... my best friend??
yea i guess you obviously never wanna hang again!! i thought you were finally over it.. and that we were back to being best friends. i wish i could go back to freshman year when you hadnt known kev. that was the best year ever. and then came kev.. and bye bye went our friendship. since the only person you care about is kev and rach. well at least it seems that way. you never seem to find time for anyone else but them. ya kno.. i look at the pics when we were in our matching outfits and it makes me so happy. then i snap back into reality and remember that those days are gone forever.. and im never gonna have my best friend back again. we'll never have those times like before.. and i wish you would just remember that i still exist. take a second and think about my point of view. you were my best friend until the day you started going out with kev. then my whole world changed because i lost my best friend.. to her boyfriend. you spend all of your time with kev.. and no time with anyone else. i just wish that for one day i could have my old best friend back. that i could have one nite without tears because my friend is actually there for me. have one nite when i have someone to ask advice from instead of sitting by myself trying to deal on my own. everyone needs someone who they can count on. that person for me used to be you.. but now i have no one since you have forgotten i existed. all i am saying is to take the time to remember im here. take one day away from your boyfriend.. and spend some time with someone who used to be your best friend.
liz please just take the time to think about where im coming from. you have someone who is always there for you... kev. im not so lucky. i used to have someone to turn to whenever i needed them. but that all changed in december of 2004. the day you and kev started going out. just think about it this way... you have a best friend. someone who is always there for you. someone you can say just about anything and laugh about it. someone you can do just about anything and have fun. then that best friend gets a serious boyfriend. someone they are madly in love with and that they never want to lose.. so they are always with them. then you now have no one. thats how i feel. you can have many friends.. who you see in school and hang out with on occasion. but all you need is one best friend.. who is always there for you no matter what happens. through the good times and the bad they always remember the fun and never stay mad for too long. well you've been mad for over 4 months now. but even before that... you still forgot i existed. just think if you were in my shoes. i had one true best friend.. and thats all i needed. all of my other friends realy didnt seem to be such a big deal when i was with my best friend. please liz.. just remember all the fun times. and remember who your best friend was..... before you met kev.
and remember this saying... guys will come and go, but your friends can last forever!! i want our friendship to last forever... but you have to let it.
