Mar 28, 2004 12:25
Goodmorning everyone :) i just woke up..i wanted to be up early so i could get some shit done but we all know i dont get up early haha, weeelllllllll this weekend for the most part has been pretty good. lets recap:
Friday* well as you all know from my last entry, was the hotel party and i just still cant get over that girl haha mad funny i love it. Freddy Freeman is mad funny too. Dakota and Posty were there, i was glad cause they are gonna go to jail soon :( Fake money guys..COME ON lol.
Saturday* micaela had a dance competition in Topsfield soo my whole family was gone when i got dropped off. so i just sat around ate some food, then went and got my nails done, picked up cassies charger for natasha the nextel haha and then went to lexas for a little bit. then i came home and took a loooooooong nap and then woke up and ate more got ready and then went to gregs. Devon is home!!! so we all hung out like old times. Chris B, Timmy C, OD, Mandy, Jen, Greg and Devon were all there is was so fun. Mandy is so fuckin funny. Everyone was so drunk, but i didnt even drink so it was gay for a while. lol then i came home and went to bed! i called justin tonight too right before i lost my fuckin phone and i dunno i guess i miss him a little bit, but i have 2 accept shit changes ya know?
*i have to clean my living room then im going out to eat with devon and all of them. mm i cant wait.
Me and greg had the longest talk last night, he was wicked drunk so he was saying stuff that he normally wouldnt say. he was so cute, so we decided to be together for real which is awesome cause he makes me so happy and we dont fight at all which makes me even more happy. there are no stresses with him ya know? its like perfect, expecally when its just me and him. he makes me wanna be a better person and be perfect for him, hmm i dunno its weird. i hate relationships more then anything but its something about this one that gives me a feeling like i use to have, a feeling that im worth something..and not many guys make girls feel that way. and i use to love that feeling so why not try it again. and the one part of this that i like is he 100% trusts me. i know people are like oh no, but seriously to know that he 100% trusts me and he knows im not gonna fuck him over makes me so happy. because when rumors and shit like that get involved its when relationships become fucked up and when people fight over dumbass things that have no point to anything is also when shit gets fucked..and to know that bullshit like that isnt gonna happen is the best feeling ever..for once its not gonna be gay..buttt heyyyy i have to go clean for the mother before she snaps..tomorrow i have dancing and the doctors :( ew. byeeee guys!
P.S i found my phone, it was @ gregs house all night haha..i hope they didnt call anyone..lol oh boy.