Everythings so blurry, and everyones so fake, and everybodys empty and everything is so messed up*

[xolilkatsie617]

hey guys, i havent updated this thing in a loong time. not much has been going on. me and greg are still together which is good, we had some very rocky times where i didnt think we were gonna make it.but then we would both calm down and just think about the situation and try and talk it out instead of fighting more. i really do love that kid, even if sometimes i dont show it. and when i leave its gonna be the hardest thing in the entire world. im so used to having him be righ down the street and when im 2 continents away its gonna be hard but well get through it. we have too, i dont know what ill do. Our six months anniversary is September 14th and he has this big thing planned, i cant wait. im not sure what im gonna get him yet, i had an idea but thats not gonna work. i just love him so much and no one in this world has ever made me feel like this..hes def something special. <3

The United States AirForce is starting to piss me off a little bit. they keep telling me that my date will be out soon and it hasent come yet. and its pissing me off. im waiting for this special CIA job and until i get it im not leaving. cause once i get a job i have 2 stick with it and i cant do something i hate.sooo ill just have to keep working until i wait for my date...sigh

well im gonna go make some lunch & wait for my babe to get out of school* Byeee xoxo

love katie