May 10, 2004 13:56
yeaaa soo im bored, so bored that i read someones livejournal from the very beginning to the end. its so weird to do that because u see how much they have changed thru the whole thing. like in livejournals u see peoples happy days, good times, bad times, and days when they are depressed and its the best way 2 get 2 know someone other then talking to them. and saying me and this person arnt friends anymore im glad i can read their livejournal and see how they are doing, when i already know inside. i know this kid so well even though he wishes i didnt. i know how he feels and how hes down sometimes and i know things he cant even figure out about himself and he can sit there and say i dont be he knows i do. this kid use to be there when i would cry and i miss him. i really do. just keep your head up, your still my best friend..
i talked to my airforce recruiter a couple days ago and we moved my date up from september to any day after july 4th. its so sad to think about leaving everyone but also the most exciting. i need to leave and find other things i need to be on my own and get out of this lame ass town. and i can honestly say im only gonna miss a selected few. im gonna miss the people who make me happy. and have had all those awesome times with. some im not friends with anymore but ill never forget all the good times. the soldiers and the old gunit crew i love it and i love all the times. all my girls, mandy jen lexa ange cassie. ill miss all my dancing girls, ill miss justin, ill miss greg, ill miss everything. but its time to move on and leave all of this.
just take my hand, well make it..i swear*
xoOx
Katie