*where to begin*
wow i dont even know where to start, i mean it has been what 3 months since i have said anything in here?? yea well ALOT has happened in 3 months...i mean alot!
to start off ...its official im a seminole!! :-) i went up to tallahassee over spring break and i just absolutly fell in love with it, it is soo gorgeous and its a totally different environment than down here...practically like night and day...im just ready for the college life, i mean at first i was hesitant like what am i going to do on my own?? soo much freedom i think im going to go crazy but after the visit i guess it all just began to sink in...i mean we have what not even 2 months of school left?? its just unreal to me right now...i cant believe i actally made it through everything!!
well then there is the guy life...im not really sure what to say on that subject, i mean i have someone in mind but who knows?? im not really sure what to think right now...he knows how i feel but im not sure how he feels, it seems like im almost getting mixed signals ...i duno?? i dont want to think anything so im going to at all...i just wish he would say something :-\ ...then there is the whole prom situtaion, i mean it is coming up really soon and i duno who im going to go with, to me its not that big of a deal b.c we are all going in a huge group but according to my mom "you have to have a date to prom, its a must!!" uhh ok?!?! lol...so i guess you can say the whole guy issue in general is just confusing!!!
moving on ...fashion show is in like 2 days!! im getting really nervous just b.c it is getting closer and closer and im not 100% confident with our scene yet...in fact im not even 75% confident ::ekkk:: i just hope everything goes smoothly and there arent any HUGE screw ups...i mean i know for a fact im going to mess up in the watermellon crawl dance just b.c there is one party i just cant get for some wierd reason but WHATEVER!! :-)...
ok im going to bed...this whole daylight savings sucks!! i mean it says its 12 but it only feels like 11, this is going to screw up my sleeping schedual sooo much!! lol...
<3 erica
*It's a mystery like the deep blue sea
You can take it you can leave it but I still believe
So I won't give up and I won't give in
I know I'm gonna find him I just don't know when
A girl trying to find herself the perfect man is like trying to find Atlantis*