every moment we spent is a moment i treasure<3
R.I.P. Nick<3<3<3<3
I can't even begin to put into words the way I feel right now.
Nick you were my best friend. We had the greatest times together. I'm going to miss you so much. The other night when you told me how much you were going to miss me and how much you loved me I only thought it was because of you going to Denver. I never knew it meant forever. You slept over my house the night before last night, and I will never forget it. I won't ever forget the way you held my hand yesterday morning when I left for school. You always told me how much you cared about me, and how much you loved me, and how you appreciated more than I could ever understand the way I was a friend to you. I always made sure to tell you I loved you everyday. We had the best times of our lives together. We were "The Weekend Crew". You never let me down on the weekends, no matter what you hung out and always slept over. So many good times.... it all started with a lap dance, sleep overs ever single weekend, "beating hearts baby", "I got 99 bananas but a bitch ain't 1", you and you're crazy tongue, dinners at applebees, kristy's birthday you gave her the best card, dan's house, jeremy and tad's, fire works and sparklers at sholan farms, the playground at samoset when Chris thought we lost you, going to Wal Mart and playing with guns and cowboy hats, always trying to get me to dance, never forgetting to tell me i was "looking hawt", dance parties at doyle field and burger king, swining at doyle field, taking g-unit pictures, staying over my house in the snow storm and going out in it to get cake mix, baking a cake and butter crunch, going in my attic, vacation staying over my house every single night and having the time of our lives, that saturday we had to watch out for poor chris at jeremy and tad's and you called me and kept coming to check on me to make sure i was okay, bon fires, smoking out of cans, our 4:20 smoking pot together challenge haha, working out just for me to get abs because you were jealous chris would show them off to me, prom, prom after party, crying on my shoulder, always hugging me at the right time, GO GO POWER RANGERS!, smoking my dog up, "cinnamon looks like george washington", "AH!", giving homeless guys bread and them going crazy on you, calling me to yell at me for not going to school, seeing me in Media everyday skipping and hugging me, staying up late nights talking, watching the "Mr. Brightside" video over and over, Candy Shoppe at Rich's, Going to the movies, loving my mom, stealing people's animals from their yards, dancing at Jackie's, trying to be gangster, attempting to dance like Kenny, the Yoga ball with nipples, "Chris is the only person who would talk to a bird", Train Station, Drawing's of your bedroom, pinky swearing never to go clubbing without you, you and your techno, pissing with me in the field and leaving me to get eaten by coyotes, trying to scare me and jackie in the field, rico suave, and soo much more.
I don't know what I am going to do without you, I love you more than anything, and I miss you so much. XOXO Forever a Part of Me
