im sick of the holidays
i just want the holidays to be over with. i cant take them anymore. i didnt think it would be this hard. but its EXTREMELY hard. i always get a little depressed around the holidays but not even like this. i mean all i want to do is sleep.. but i cant even get to sleep at night by the time i do its like 3 am and i have to get up to babysit at 6 am. i dont do anything except babysit. i dont like feeling like this. im so sick of crying all the time. its horriable. i dont want my family to come over here for christmas. i cant stand more then half of them. i mean if its gonna be anything like thanksgiving was, im just gonna lay in my room. PEOPLE say the stupidest stuff and i just to just kick them. and say you know what. you werent here for anything so shut the eff up. but mom would def. get upset with me.
anyways. so i guess you could say things are going to well around here lately.
family. things are ok we are all kinda just here latly.
babysitting. things are good there. i have some bad says here and there but who doesnt when they are "working"
friends. could be better. i only have 3 or 4 people i actually call a friend you could say. but latley i havent really been doing much so
school. i start in january.
i still have to wrap some gifts, and i think thursday chris and i are going to our dads so we can give gabben (our brother) his gift. then friday the family is comming over (o what fun) saturday we are going to tonyas shes just having close family and friends over. then sunday which is christmas i think we might be going back over to tonyas for our secert christmas. should be fun.i guess.
incase im not on this again.
merry christmas
♥ Layla