just.....life
life's okay......nothing great or anything.....just okay....it's homecomming....which i guess is fun....we decorated doors today and tomorrow is college fan day.......and yeah....Nothing exciting or wonderful is going on.....and I'm not feeling all that wonderful.....so i guess i lied, life's not okay.......it's kind of well.........bad, I'm so sick of nothing fun or exciting happening. I need fun, excitement, entertainment and lately not much of that has been going on.....at all......something's gotta change soon before I go crazy. Homecomming dance is Saturday, and until now, I've pretended like it didnt really bother me all that much that I wasn't going with anyone and all that, but it does. I dont want to go alone!!! I mean, who doesnt at least have a guy friend that they're going with?????If you go alone its like walking around school with a big sign on that says "I'm a loser and I have absolutely no social life or friends whatsoever"..........So yeah!AHHHHH o well let's get off that.
Okay more news and off that subject. I like the same person I've liked for a while now. It's different I guess kind of, this is the longest I've liked someone and didnt already tell them...which i'm not sure is good or bad. I thought this guy knew....but now I don't really think he does.....I dunno. Like i said, that could be good because he and I had a conversation on Monday I think and he feels like a lot of the girls he's dated lately only liked him cause he had a car.....which is terrible....and i dont want him to know yet....because i'm afraid he might think i'm like that....and i'm most deffinately not......so it kinda stinks...... Wow it stinks how some people mess things up for other people some times doesnt it??????
Oh well,,,,,,I've nothing else to say.....so I'm out...
XoXo Laura Beth
Okay more news and off that subject. I like the same person I've liked for a while now. It's different I guess kind of, this is the longest I've liked someone and didnt already tell them...which i'm not sure is good or bad. I thought this guy knew....but now I don't really think he does.....I dunno. Like i said, that could be good because he and I had a conversation on Monday I think and he feels like a lot of the girls he's dated lately only liked him cause he had a car.....which is terrible....and i dont want him to know yet....because i'm afraid he might think i'm like that....and i'm most deffinately not......so it kinda stinks...... Wow it stinks how some people mess things up for other people some times doesnt it??????
Oh well,,,,,,I've nothing else to say.....so I'm out...
XoXo Laura Beth