Apr 25, 2005 17:27
Am I more than you bargind for, yet ive been dieyng to tell you anything you wanna here because thats just who I am this week....Sugar were going down, down.
^^^ umm I love that song
Well I've been trying to make my week awesome even though its just monday Tomarrow is my birthday and I really need a good Birthday because my party was cancelled this weekend (unless my parents say yes tomarrow) but otherwise it will be in a about a week or so. That really brought me down. Sad i know. But im so happy the Fall out Boy CD is comming out soon!!! Im stoked but once again my parents probly forgot that im dying to get that CD. Some of my friends are being aweosme about cheering me up. Guys is another thing though because I know I will always like this one guy but I dont think he knows it kills me when he says Hey to me or says something to me because I feel like hes just going to hurt me and I hate it... really I hate it.. Trying to move on is hard shit man!! O boy. On a brighter note I really want to wear a skirt to school tomarrow, but im afraid someone will pick me up and throw me really high like they do everyday.... so im thinking shorts under the skirt. Ummm soccer is okay...I feel like I suck... o well... At least im trying and having fun I guess :\ yah any way My friend britney rembered my birthday.. well mby im not sure if she mby just saw it somewhere but it was nice of her to im me and sing me happy early birthday online... I think since the last time I saw her ive changed, But ppl do change. Hopefully for the best!!!! Well back to my birthday every year I get as many ballons as old I am in my bedroom when I wake up.. but I really dont think its going to happen this year and if it doesent youll know because it just wont feel like my birthday without them. And tomarrow will show who really is my friend in roosevelt because theyll remember my birthday....Man if i think about it a million things could go wrong tomarrow, gosh i sure do hope that everything goes okay. *.:As fast as you can make me smile, you can make me cry:.* But as long as your alive ill care. Umm lets see o also I'm loving the new Fob song sugar were going down.
I think it would be the best if a guy was saying those words the song says... like, "isint it messed up how im just dieing to be him?" I mean come on, lol. But there is something that when a guy does and says this to you that you know you like him, 'when he pulls you aside and says im jelous when other guys hug you or flirt with you, i want you to be mine'. Omg im not even kidding thats aweosme!!! but im going to get ready for a hopfully awesome day tomarrow so ill update tomarrow April 26,2005!!! Love the Lovley Lo*
BeREcZ**: Happy Early Birthday
SkataPlaya**: well happy early b-day
HockeyChic**: happy early birthday to you,
happy early birthday to you,
happy early birthday too lauren,
happy early birthday too you!!!
^^^ thats a few.. yay!
Maby this year my Birthday wish will come true....
Your so amazingly lovley*