Oct 25, 2005 11:58
hey guys whats up nuttin much here juss siting at my house its the first time i've been home in a while so i juss figuered i would write in here and see whats been up anywayz well homecoming was alright i went with kelly tasha and sarah lol we had some compilcations with getting there tashas damn car!! lol but once we got there it was alright we only stayed for a bout an hour and then we went to turtles and then to someparty it was alright but i liked the one we went to after that so ya oh and that boi rick i was telling ya'll bout that i liked and i juss wanted to see what happend ya we went out but then i broke up with him cause i'm dumb as usual oh and me and scotty went back out to that was alot of drama omg that boi gives me a headache anywayz the other night was the first time i got completly tore up in a while oh there was nuthing but crazyness this weekend oh and i went out to rick rumores sun to drink with them and we got to talking and i think i am gonna go out there and started riding with them again i miss that part of my life lol i miss alot of things idk how things can LOOK like there going so right and inside they can be going sooo fliping wrong! idk i dont wana start complaning its juss been bothering me how if i steped outside of ym life and looked at it how great it is so why am i not happy i was thinking the other day bout how happy i use to be when it was me klee chris and dani ALL the time and its not that i am missing chris cause as much as i cared bout him i am over him that part of me is gone its juss i think i miss that feeling of someone to be there and juss know how much they care bout you and how much you care bout them and i think that feeling alone juss makes you feel that happy idk i need to get started on some of the things i gota do today so i'll see yall xoxo