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well things have been going alright i guess me and angel are like inspreable but its cool i like hangin out with her i am really glad we've gotten close again..oh and me and my girl mikki started hangin out alot lately to omg we have so much fun togather laughing bout stupid stuf and singin our fantastic songs! SOMETIMES I SCREAM OUT YOUR NAME!! lmao! sorry sundden burst! ya anyways i am trying to hook her and chris up they would be pretty cool togather unless she messes with him that wouldnt be good chris is like my brother now lol wich sounds weird after all wev've been trew togather but its true...so all things considered i'm doing pretty great tonight was kinda slow night but i havent felt very good lately i guess i juss have alot on my mind..my sisters in the hostpital they say she might lose the baby i pray that that doesnt happend my poor sister already lost one of them they were soppose to be twins...me and my dad are going up there to see her tomro and then he's takeing me to get my bellybutton periced i'm excited..i really miss kim though she is juss like one of my beat friends i pray that this baby will make it...i havent heard from scotty since monda and thats only cause i called him i fell sorta dumb for trustin someone like him lol i guess its my own fault though learn from your mistakes...i hung out with josh last weekend i guess you can guess what happend well i havent heard from him since then i was at my dads shop today i saw him ride by on his bike to chris a's i guess lol..you dont think he actually stoped to say hey to me do ya..of course not..all well juss another shot in the dark for my poor heart..i knew the feelings between us were gone last week anywayz i couldnt feel them anymore like i use to..you know honestly i dont think i want a boyfriend anymore seriously i know i get mad and go off in these ranets bout how i dont need a boyfriend blah blah blah but forreal every time i try with someone it alwayz ends up bad and i always end up hurt so i dont see the point in even putting my trust or heart out there anymore for any guy...theres juss no point in it...so i guess that i am juss done till my heart decideds its time again...but even if i saw a cute guy i wanted right now i dont think my heart would let me right onw its one of the weridest feelings i cant explain it...lol guys are only good for one thing and sometimes they arent even good for that! well i am not feeling to well and i have to get up early tomrro so i guess i'll let ya go xoxo ky!