ARGH!!!!!!!
OMG! I HATE THIS!!!! josh is the biggest schmuk! i hate this! we are "SUPPOSED" to hang out and its already 1:40 and HE STILL HASN'T CALLED ME! i told him that i would call him between 11:30 and 12:00 and he said "OKAY!"!! that means to me that he is going to be up or wake up when i call.. i called him like 2 or 3 times because im sitting here thinking that we are not going to hang out! Now he calls me!!! he just called me! WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO ALWAYS HAVE TO HAPPEN!!!!! IT MAKES ME SOOOO ANGRY!!!!!!!! and it seems like HE DOESN'T CARE!!!! argh!!!! im so pissed off that i am CRYING!!!! theses are tears of frustration! LORD!!!! why does this always have to happen?!? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? and then he just thinks that he can come over and suger me up and everything is going to be okay. IT'S NOT!!!! this is one of my biggest pet peeves!!!! NOW HE IS MAD AT ME!!!! ahhh!!! OK... im going to go talk to him!! xoxox