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WOW!!! there is so0o0o much to tell about.. its been a crazy few days!!! ive had a scare that now i am able to just sit there and joke about!!!! but otherwise ive been like... "HOLY SHIT WTF AM I GOING TO DO???" but now i am not going to worry about it... its nothing too big.. not yet @ least and lets hope that it never gets to that point!!! i would FLIP OUT!!!! marissa is going through a tough time with timmy... she doesnt know what he wants... ONLY he does and it sucks that it is taking him so0o long to tell her what he wants!!! its gay!! im so0o0o0o0o0 tired and the past TWO mornings... i havent been able to get out of bed very easily... and that sucks major assage!!! hehe... i need to get a lot more sleep but it is kind of hard to do that when i have what i have on my mind!!! DONT EVEN ASK WHAT IT IS CAUSE IM NOT TELLING!!!! lol. its very crazzzzy though!!! i love josh an awful lot and i miss him more now when im not with him... its like i cant stand to be away from him for a minute... he is so0o0o0o important to me and i just wish that people would understand that!!! i honestly wish that they would!!!! its gay that people who honestly dont know YOU or YOUR situation have the most to say about what you should do. its MY life and im going to live it the way that i want to and no one can tell me other wise. and ive learned that you really need to know that you are what you have to relie on... dont always depend on other people. you need to know how to depend on yourself and JUST yourself. but i am very tired and i need to go take a shower!!! xoxoxo