i just don't understand

Apr 10, 2005 18:32

i just dont get it. its like..they hate me when i eat. they are always like "YOU NEVER EAT U SHOULD EAT BLAH BLAH BLAH!1!" i dont get it!..i eat ..i really do. i know i do . and..even if i skip 2 or 3 days..im not hungry so...why does it matter?? just b4..johnny sed "Kristin, all u ate today is a hamburger. you are sick. are u dying?" and my mom ( Read more... )

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__x__deadlysage April 11 2005, 01:29:09 UTC
okay, my last explination was not good because i had to go take a shower, but anyway...please dont starve yourself. i know you might not be hungry (and hearing this from me) but you need to eat. and if you want to lose a little weight, go for fruits and stuff, dont cut yourself off completly, because your body needs carbs and nutrients to work properly. and, walk around too. its so unhealthy to skip a few days of eating. i watched ally suffer before she told me. she would be so cold, and she coudlnt walk, she had to sit everywhere she went. And your parents are being parents. they want to make sure you eat beause they want to make sure your norished before you step outside. so please dont do this to yourself, i dont think i could watch you starve and shrink down to bones and skin. its discusting, and ian dosnt like stick girls. he likes curvy girls, he said it at the dinner table with my mom and i a few nights ago. and i know your probably dont want to hear from me, i know i am an ass. and i was pissed because my mom broke a promice, and my dad was constantly yelling me all day so i took it out on you, so im sorry. please dont do these things to yourself. you absoluly beautiful and perfect the way you all. inbrace your inperfections, they make all of us different if you diet, than i will too, so you have a net to fall back on. i am sorry for the way i was & the way i am...i love youu and i swear i think again about my actions. or writing. please eat.

xoxoxoxo
meg <3

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__x__deadlysage April 11 2005, 01:54:12 UTC
sorry i cant spell.

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xokrys31ox April 12 2005, 22:30:28 UTC
megan thank you. its okay what u sed..dnt think bout it again ok? thanks i really mean it..dont worry im not gunna starve. im not even losing any wieght

xox

PS did ian really say "he likes curvy girls"? hahaha

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__x__deadlysage April 13 2005, 02:17:56 UTC
yes! im not kidding!

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