I Think I'm Experiencing Josh Withdrawels
..YEAH thats right! NO I'm just kidding, but I do miss him.. a bunch! Kinda strange cause its not like I just spent the last week with the guy. I guess I just like being with him [Yeah I think thats it!]. I'm not going to get to see him that much tomorrow cause I'm going on that field trip for Psychology and we're leaving within the first 5 minutes of first period SO I'm only going to see him in the morning for a couple minutes. I think hes coming over later tomorrow night though, whenever he gets off work. Speaking of that, he doesnt get off work til 8:00 now cause they're selling Christmas trees. Kinda sucks cause that means I wont get to see him as much I did BUT I think I'll survive. On the subject of "seeing Josh," last week mom told me that Josh and I can only hang out on the weekends, starting this week because we've once again been hanging out too much lately. WTF?! I'm seriously getting sick of hearing that all the time LOL Of course that ticked me off BUT I tried my best not to take it all out on my mom. I quickly came up with a plan that would somehow change my mom's mind cause I dont think I could take not hanging out with the guy until the weekend. I went back to the plan mom had come up with a LONNNG time ago, the one about taking a break for 2 days on school days. I told her that Josh and I wouldnt be hanging out as much cause baseball is starting up AND then hes going to be working til 8:00 AND then I'm going to be babysitting more now that the holidays are just around the corner. Hopefully this plan will work, as much as I dont like it, I'm going to make it work. It just gets on my nerves that my mom worries about the time Josh and I spend together all the time. I know where shes coming from though SO its all good I supose.
Saturday night I went with Josh to his Christmas party for work. I enjoyed it more than I thought I would. WOW Josh and his dancing. He got up on the platform thing they had set up and did the robot. It was quite a laugh I must say. He kept wanting me to dance with him whenever they had this couples dance type thing, but I didnt want to cause I'm shy like that. OHH! At the tables we were sitting at, we had to have a motivator that would have to go up to the front when stuff was going on. WELL Josh was our motivator AND one of the things they had to do was pick ppl to dance with when the music would start. Right away I knew he was going to pick me SO I started panicking cause I didnt know what I was going to do LOL One of the girls that was sitting at our table got up and left real quick so I ended up getting up and followed her. We went to the bathroom and hid out in there for a few. The girl asked me if I thought it would be alright to go stand by the doors and I told her I it would be okay. WELL when we turned the corner, we saw Josh outside of the doors looking around SO we turned back around the corner real fast. We ended up looking out a window and talked until Josh found us. I told him I didnt want to go out there and dance LOL It was already over with though so.. HMM what else happened? I cant remember, I shoulda updated this thing yesterday or something.
WELL I was thinking about Josh today, how weird right? JK! I miss him sending messages to me on MySpace. Like when we first started talking on MySpace, we use to message each other back and forth ALL the time. I mean I was always looking forward to getting those messages when I would get online at night. BUT then he asked for my screen name AND thats when the messages slowly began to stop LOL I'm making this sound like its something sad, but thats so not what I'm trying to do. Every once in a while I'll send him a message, like when I'm thinking about him or something BUT he never sends me one back. WTF? I wish he still wrote notes to me too. I mean I know it goes both ways, I guess its just cause we dont have time? We see each other enough SO I guess we dont have anything to write about. I think I might write him a note tonight though. Just because I wont get to see him til tomorrow night. Who knows, I'll probably forget.
I feel like I look like crap. My straightener broke yesterday SO I asked Josh if he would take me to WalMart so I could get a new one. We get there AND they're out of the straightener I want. I'm thinking, what the crap am I going to do? I HAVE to straighten my hair. I ended up buying this other type of Revlon straightener. When I got home from Josh's that night, I tried it out. I hate it so very much. I had dad take it back to WalMart today to get our money back cause there was no way I was going to use it. He was going to go to Krogers to see if they had my straightener cause I've seen it over there a couple times BUT of course with the luck I have, they didnt. Mom wouldnt take me to Target or the WalMart in Hillview to see if they had my straightener SO I'm going to have to wear the hair curly again tomorrow. UGHH It doesnt look that bad, I just want to wear my hair straight and down. I hate having to put all this gel in it and whatnot. TOO much work, for me at least. I'm going to try to wear it in a ponytail tomorrow with it all curly SO hopefully that'll work out.
That group project for Psychology is due next Wednesday. My group hasnt even started. We were going to try to do something tonight BUT that didnt work out. We're all meeting up after school on Wednesday though to get the major part outta the way. And then on Friday after school, Saturday and Sunday we're going to try to finish it up. Hopefully all that will work out cause I dont want to have to work on it anymore. I want to get it outta the way and forget about it. BUT yeah thats about it. I'm tired of typing this junk up. I might update sometime this week BUT I'm going to say it'll be more like this weekend or whenever this project is over with.
LOVE YA FOOLS!
Saturday night I went with Josh to his Christmas party for work. I enjoyed it more than I thought I would. WOW Josh and his dancing. He got up on the platform thing they had set up and did the robot. It was quite a laugh I must say. He kept wanting me to dance with him whenever they had this couples dance type thing, but I didnt want to cause I'm shy like that. OHH! At the tables we were sitting at, we had to have a motivator that would have to go up to the front when stuff was going on. WELL Josh was our motivator AND one of the things they had to do was pick ppl to dance with when the music would start. Right away I knew he was going to pick me SO I started panicking cause I didnt know what I was going to do LOL One of the girls that was sitting at our table got up and left real quick so I ended up getting up and followed her. We went to the bathroom and hid out in there for a few. The girl asked me if I thought it would be alright to go stand by the doors and I told her I it would be okay. WELL when we turned the corner, we saw Josh outside of the doors looking around SO we turned back around the corner real fast. We ended up looking out a window and talked until Josh found us. I told him I didnt want to go out there and dance LOL It was already over with though so.. HMM what else happened? I cant remember, I shoulda updated this thing yesterday or something.
WELL I was thinking about Josh today, how weird right? JK! I miss him sending messages to me on MySpace. Like when we first started talking on MySpace, we use to message each other back and forth ALL the time. I mean I was always looking forward to getting those messages when I would get online at night. BUT then he asked for my screen name AND thats when the messages slowly began to stop LOL I'm making this sound like its something sad, but thats so not what I'm trying to do. Every once in a while I'll send him a message, like when I'm thinking about him or something BUT he never sends me one back. WTF? I wish he still wrote notes to me too. I mean I know it goes both ways, I guess its just cause we dont have time? We see each other enough SO I guess we dont have anything to write about. I think I might write him a note tonight though. Just because I wont get to see him til tomorrow night. Who knows, I'll probably forget.
I feel like I look like crap. My straightener broke yesterday SO I asked Josh if he would take me to WalMart so I could get a new one. We get there AND they're out of the straightener I want. I'm thinking, what the crap am I going to do? I HAVE to straighten my hair. I ended up buying this other type of Revlon straightener. When I got home from Josh's that night, I tried it out. I hate it so very much. I had dad take it back to WalMart today to get our money back cause there was no way I was going to use it. He was going to go to Krogers to see if they had my straightener cause I've seen it over there a couple times BUT of course with the luck I have, they didnt. Mom wouldnt take me to Target or the WalMart in Hillview to see if they had my straightener SO I'm going to have to wear the hair curly again tomorrow. UGHH It doesnt look that bad, I just want to wear my hair straight and down. I hate having to put all this gel in it and whatnot. TOO much work, for me at least. I'm going to try to wear it in a ponytail tomorrow with it all curly SO hopefully that'll work out.
That group project for Psychology is due next Wednesday. My group hasnt even started. We were going to try to do something tonight BUT that didnt work out. We're all meeting up after school on Wednesday though to get the major part outta the way. And then on Friday after school, Saturday and Sunday we're going to try to finish it up. Hopefully all that will work out cause I dont want to have to work on it anymore. I want to get it outta the way and forget about it. BUT yeah thats about it. I'm tired of typing this junk up. I might update sometime this week BUT I'm going to say it'll be more like this weekend or whenever this project is over with.
LOVE YA FOOLS!