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i do so wish that i could stop feeling crappy; it's certainly not for lack of effort on my part. i am trying, goddammit, i really am. i am trying to make plans and friends and find things to look forward to, but... well, sometimes it doesn't work. a lot of the times it doesn't work. but nevertheless, i am going to appreciate the times that i do feel okay, and do my best to make more of that time happen.