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okay my weekend....
FRIDAY-sean came over after school and helped out a little and then we went to my new house and we went swimming in the pool. well actually my dad pushed me in and then decided to push sean and me in together. Then we got dryed off and changed and ate dinner. i was gonna drink but then sean told me he didnt rele want me to and he gave me a rele good reason n i respect his reason so i didnt. then we decided to watch fill metal jacket...well some of it. then me n ashley took him home. me and ashley decided to smoke a bowl so we used some of seans weed cause he didnt want to go home stoned so he didnt smoke. he got mad at me cause i said i was gonna go sit back in the back of the truck with him but instead i smoked a bowl and he thought i would rather smoke than be with him. HE SHOULD KNOW BETTER. i felt so bad cause he didnt tell me he was mad till after we were done smoking. I AM SORRY.
SATURDAY-i went over to the house and started cleaning and everything and we finished the inside. while i was on the phone with sean over there my mother was talkin n i dont remember how it came up but my moms like "i dont care if you fuck my daughter i just hope your smart enough to come talk to me so i can get you put back on birth control". and then shes like "sean i dont care if you get my daughter stoned just make sure its not in school and make sure she dont come home stoned cause her dad will get man". it was funny. my mom was being so kool.anyway me n sean finally figure out what we were gonna do and like we went n picked him up from his house cause he was gonna ride over to palatka with us to take our dog to the place we bought her from but like he ended up coming over n all we did was sit around waiting for everyone to get ready. when everyone was we decied to go to his house instead. so we went over there n just chilled in his room.it stared to rain n thunder and lightning and i am very scared of it so like his parents closed the window thingers while we were eating. i felt real bad but then sean made me feel better when we went back to his room. i was rele horney..lol. but neway i went home around ten. i rele didnt want to leave him tho. i love being with him more than anything.
SUNDAY-got up at like 8:45 or somethin cause sean told me to get ready to go to church. so i talked to him for a few min. then got up and just sat around. fianlly got in the shower around 9:45. he called and was like were leaving and i was liek oh shit...i was still in a towel and i wasnt ready so i had to hurry my ass up. i was ready when he got here. so me n sean went to church, i saw then lady with her baby in the back and after that all i could think about was how i wanted to be with sean forever and how i just wanted to hurry up and grow up so we could get married and start a family. i think he thought somethin was rong with me cause he kept askin me "whats rong". then went back to his house and i finally talked to him about what i was thinkin about at church. his mom wasnt home cause she was at work and his dad spent most of his time in the garage so that was pretty cool. we just layed in his room and fooled around. he said i was makin to much noise when his dad was watchin T.V. in the living room. I AM SORRY. i didnt mean to. oh i have a hickey on my neck again. i dont even remember when sean did it.anyway we were layin on his bed and he got rele serious while we were kissing n he told me he loved me and then some stuff that i was like...whoa...rele...i mean i didnt kno what to say right away. it was kinda shocking. i mean i wasnt freaked out by that he said i just didnt know it was possible to find someone who loved me as much as i love them, i mean i love him so much that i would do ANYTHING for him n i want to be with him for the rest of my life. but neway...my mom grounded me for a week but my dad told me not to worry about it...
**ME~N~SEAN-3 MONTHS ON TUESDAY**
well i guess this is long enough. i am not sure i have absolutly everything that happened this weekend in here. oh well if i miss anything important someone will hopefully let me kno.i MISS sean and i LOVE him with all my heart. i just want to be with him right now.
well i should go cause i am real tired so ttyl
*I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER*
<3 Alicia
FRIDAY-sean came over after school and helped out a little and then we went to my new house and we went swimming in the pool. well actually my dad pushed me in and then decided to push sean and me in together. Then we got dryed off and changed and ate dinner. i was gonna drink but then sean told me he didnt rele want me to and he gave me a rele good reason n i respect his reason so i didnt. then we decided to watch fill metal jacket...well some of it. then me n ashley took him home. me and ashley decided to smoke a bowl so we used some of seans weed cause he didnt want to go home stoned so he didnt smoke. he got mad at me cause i said i was gonna go sit back in the back of the truck with him but instead i smoked a bowl and he thought i would rather smoke than be with him. HE SHOULD KNOW BETTER. i felt so bad cause he didnt tell me he was mad till after we were done smoking. I AM SORRY.
SATURDAY-i went over to the house and started cleaning and everything and we finished the inside. while i was on the phone with sean over there my mother was talkin n i dont remember how it came up but my moms like "i dont care if you fuck my daughter i just hope your smart enough to come talk to me so i can get you put back on birth control". and then shes like "sean i dont care if you get my daughter stoned just make sure its not in school and make sure she dont come home stoned cause her dad will get man". it was funny. my mom was being so kool.anyway me n sean finally figure out what we were gonna do and like we went n picked him up from his house cause he was gonna ride over to palatka with us to take our dog to the place we bought her from but like he ended up coming over n all we did was sit around waiting for everyone to get ready. when everyone was we decied to go to his house instead. so we went over there n just chilled in his room.it stared to rain n thunder and lightning and i am very scared of it so like his parents closed the window thingers while we were eating. i felt real bad but then sean made me feel better when we went back to his room. i was rele horney..lol. but neway i went home around ten. i rele didnt want to leave him tho. i love being with him more than anything.
SUNDAY-got up at like 8:45 or somethin cause sean told me to get ready to go to church. so i talked to him for a few min. then got up and just sat around. fianlly got in the shower around 9:45. he called and was like were leaving and i was liek oh shit...i was still in a towel and i wasnt ready so i had to hurry my ass up. i was ready when he got here. so me n sean went to church, i saw then lady with her baby in the back and after that all i could think about was how i wanted to be with sean forever and how i just wanted to hurry up and grow up so we could get married and start a family. i think he thought somethin was rong with me cause he kept askin me "whats rong". then went back to his house and i finally talked to him about what i was thinkin about at church. his mom wasnt home cause she was at work and his dad spent most of his time in the garage so that was pretty cool. we just layed in his room and fooled around. he said i was makin to much noise when his dad was watchin T.V. in the living room. I AM SORRY. i didnt mean to. oh i have a hickey on my neck again. i dont even remember when sean did it.anyway we were layin on his bed and he got rele serious while we were kissing n he told me he loved me and then some stuff that i was like...whoa...rele...i mean i didnt kno what to say right away. it was kinda shocking. i mean i wasnt freaked out by that he said i just didnt know it was possible to find someone who loved me as much as i love them, i mean i love him so much that i would do ANYTHING for him n i want to be with him for the rest of my life. but neway...my mom grounded me for a week but my dad told me not to worry about it...
**ME~N~SEAN-3 MONTHS ON TUESDAY**
well i guess this is long enough. i am not sure i have absolutly everything that happened this weekend in here. oh well if i miss anything important someone will hopefully let me kno.i MISS sean and i LOVE him with all my heart. i just want to be with him right now.
well i should go cause i am real tired so ttyl
*I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER*
<3 Alicia