WAKE UP.

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Well now I'm having a dilemma with my "friends." Brittany messages me on myspace, telling me i'm starting shit" when, honestly, and Alex, Shawna, and everyone who goes to school with me knows that I've been grounded since February ninth. I have barely talked to anyone from burlington or the surrounding area for over a month. I haven't seen any of them either. So how am I starting shit? I barely talk to them, and when i do, it's just small talk. Like "oh hey. i miss you." "I miss you to" shit. And they're blaming me for "fucking up" their hair & piercing thing? FUCK THAT. I didn't do jack shit. So if they want to message me on myspace bitching at me, FINE. You know what? I'm not going to sit at their knees, apologize and beg. I'm THROUGH with that shit. I did that in like seventh grade. I thought they were my friends. And the fact that they have the audacity to say shit to me makes me sick. And if Erinne (who I love more than life) decided to take it upon herself to talk shit about Britany and all them, then that's her. I'm not judging her or being on anyone's side. So this is pretty much pathetic shit. I have so many friends that I can count on who don't treat me like a piece of shit. I called Alexis and she helped me out a whole bunch. And frankly, I don't give a flying fuck if any of them see this, Because if they have the audacity and the balls to start with me, I'm defending my fucking self.

Tell me LiveJournal friends, how could I have possibly started anything within the last month if I've been locked up in my house (basically) like an animal? hmm? No internet things, I assure you.