Mar 16, 2006 20:43
Clever. he's so clever. I don't know what he's doing, but he's clever.
John's been acting so weird lately. he hasn't been calling me. he's been waiting till it gets so late that I call him. And then when we're on the phone, he ignores me and talks to members of his family and watches TV and stuff. He still calls me baby and says I love you and all but it's not the same. He used to ask about my day and shit. It upsets me. Because I feel like he's not the same. Maybe It's something I did. He knows that I love him with all my heart. And our one year is coming up so I don't know what to do.If he dumps me now, I'll die. For sure. Fuck man.
I'm going.
KelsoPHOENIX.