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Aug 16, 2006 20:07


i miss summer
but i still like school alright
my classes/ the people in them are good
but i wish i had classes with other people too
it feels very weird to be a senior
the first day was tough for me
my classes were great
i got every teacher i wanted
but the fact that i didnt get to see those old seniors 
tore me apart
i guess it will just take some getting used to
i still like the feeling of being the oldest, dont get me wrong
its just a totally different feeling
i dont feel as old as my brother was when he was a senior
even though i am
its weird to think that WE are the people the next year's seniors will miss too
but such is life :)
im very excited for b2sr
i cant even explain :)
i like getting out of school everyday
after 5th period
its an amazing feeling let me tell ya 
i like that i have classes with shannon and cristina
im a lucky girl
i like having  a lap top
it just makes things so much easier
i like working out with my friends
knowing that if someone came and saw us we'd look extremely crazy
but thats alright
i dont think i want to be a language arts teacher anymore
i realized that on tuesday
in language arts
im just not THAT passionate about it
i love books and quotes and such
but i hate poems and grammar
i love psychology so far
it is so interesting
i think i want to be a school psychologist now or some sort of special ed teacher
i can see myself doing that
ive started my application for uga. 
that makes me feel more excited for college
i want to enjoy senior year
but i think once it's over
ill be ready to leave the only thing ive ever known
i saw michael quattro today at lunch and it basically made my day
tonight my mom got a phone call from this girl in her class last year
who had gone to a different school this year and was not enjoying it too much
the way my mom talked to her made me feel so lucky to be her daughter
she told this 5th grader to pick her chin up
that things would get better
that she could call her anytime she wants
and that if she doesnt put a smile on her face my mom will come over there and make her
and i knew
that my mom had made that little girl's scary day a little bit brighter
and its an amazing feeling to know that that lady is my mom
and it makes me want to be a teacher even more
maybe that all sounds lame since you didnt hear the phone conversation like i did
but its not.
trust me

--oh and by the way...the season premier of laguna beach comes on tonight
ahhh! :) :)

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