fill me up because all I really want is more of You
wow
i thought this week would never end
but it did
as they always do :)
swim team started this week
the swimming part wasnt too bad
but running was....questionable lol
but i sure do love that feeling you get after running
when all your muscles are tight
and i just feel better about myself
knowing that i didnt just go home after school and watch tv
but that i worked my butt off
lots of stress goin on w/ school work and such.
its hard having more than 1 ap class
or maybe im not trying hard enough
im thinking about taking easier classes next year
so that i can be sure to enjoy every bit of my senior year
but for some reason
that seems like taking the easy way out
which i never do.
i push myself really hard.
and that has made me realize why i have all this stress.
i chose it for myself.
i chose to take these classes
so i guess i need to learn to deal with the workload. and stop complaining.
pretty stoked for the halloween partayyy tomorrow
me and matt have saved seats :0 :)
be jealous. <3
hah.
we had chinese tonight. and my fortune cookie said "You will step on the soil of many countries". hmm...maybe i'll travel the world ..who knows lol.
my friday night was good too :)
didnt go to the game
im glad though. i needed this night to myself.
to talk to my best guy friend (jes)
to hear goofy jokes from enrique (alex)goofy boy
and have long phone convos with kat that go from...
super secret mission plan. to work. to school. to people in general. to language arts. to God.
she's amazing.
and i love how my cell phone lasted soo long (it usually always cuts me off fairly quickly)
and i think that was meant to be.
i can't wait until everyone has time to hang out (including me)
i miss nina & cat & tons of other people a lot.
a lot a lot.
:/
i like my new layout. makes me think of summer.wowww. summer oh five. i dont think i'll ever forget it. EVER.i think it was life changing actually.
hey december,
please come soon.
thanks,
me.