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wow i don't even know where to begin. so the past couple of weeks have been amazing and my life couldn't be any better than it is now. seriously i don't even know how to express how much i am in love with jed. he's the most talented person i ever met. he's 21 and goes to RPI on a full hockey scholarship (they are currently like 4th in the nation). he's already had several minor league hockey teams try to recruit him for next year but he wants to keep his options open so he can focus on getting into law school (if he maintains his GPA he will be able to get into YALE !!) not to mention the fact that he has his own business lol... it's a car repair shop down south that his uncle manages and jed gets half the profit since he helped start it and does all the paperwork for it. andddd if thats not enough he's the most romantic guy i've ever met. he writes me poems and walked for half an hour in a blizzard on valentine's day to the only store that was open in order to bring me flowers!! he's literally lived in my dorm since we met (i have a single room now so i rearranged the furniture and pushed the bed together so its like a king sized one).
i seriously think that we are going to have an amazing future together. we get along so well and he's impacted my life in so many ways and we've only been together for a couple of weeks. we've already talked about someday getting married and moving in together. i know i'm still young but he's turning 22 in less than a month and is going to be ready to settle down pretty soon. i was really shocked though when courtney told me that jed bought me an engagement ring already because i didn't think that it would be so soon. he's going to canada for two weeks for hockey playoffs (they recruit for the nhl there so its really important), and the week after he gets back is his 22nd birthday. i kind of think that he's going to propose to me that weekend. i'm confused on what to do because i can truely say that i fell in love with him the moment i met him.even though i don't think i'll ever find someone that will treat me so good and has such a good head on his shoulders. i really do think that even though love grows with time, but you need that initial connection in order to tell if he's "the one". i feel like so many people don't think that i should get engaged so young. i don't see why it should matter though since we would wait until he was done with law school and i was done with st rose to actually get married. i know that when he's done playing professional hockey, he'll have the schooling already behind him to be a lawyer, along with the additional income from his business down south. and if things don't work out between us, it doesn't work out. but why wait several years to find out if we already know now?
so not only do i have that, which i'm thinking about constantly, but also new housing arrangements to think about. we decided that me, jed, james, and courtney are going to get an apartment together next year (james is courtney's boyfriend from back home, he and jed get along really well!) since the chances of me and courtney becoming R.A.s isn't looking too good lol. i'm so so excited at the prospect of that and we are gonna start looking for a two bedroom apartment, hopefully somewhere by saint rose or western ave, pretty soon.
zumiez is going pretty good. i got the raise i've been waiting for but i've been so preoccupied with everything else going on that i forgot to go into work today and they seemed pretty pissed on the phone. oh well because it's not like i wanna continue working there in the future, even with the raise, because jed can easily find me a job working somewhere else where i would get paid alot better.
so besides all of that, the only other news i could think of is that i'm going home on saturday for break. i'm not too excited since i'm not gonna be working that entire week and most people are gonna be away at college still. it'll be a good opportunity to catch up on homework though and to get back into shape (i haven't been running much lately)... not to mention catch up with jen, kim, and my family on everything :)
i'll right more later...