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you can't just ditch your "best friend"'s boyfriend of almost two years prom weekend, when he paid to go just like everyone else. i know everyone's at fault, including me.. i should have stood up for myself (and scott). i should have refused to get in the car knowing that they wouldn't wait for him. but i didn't because a part of me didn't want to believe that everything was going to get so fucked up. and the worst part about it was that the entire weekend no one thought that what they did was wrong. they just ignored the situation and ignored me as a result. they only thought about themselves the entire time when i was lying there sick. i feel like everyone hates me for mentioning it or going home early. what was i supposed to do? just sit there and take it, just so that i wouldn't ruin their prom weekend, (when they had already ruined mine)?
no one understands how much it hurt, to have all your best friends gang up against you =(
no one understands how much it hurt, to have all your best friends gang up against you =(