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so i had a track invite today that i got to be in
i ran the 100 meter high hurdles
i got my personal best but it still sucks :(
it definetly was one of my worst meets though just because i cryed at it AGAIN
it was going fine till zach was being an ass and flirting with tiffany right in front of me like usual and saying stuff so that i would hear it.
so i ended up crying like 4 times at this meet.... and like bad type crying like where you cant stop because your stressing over it... UGH
then liz dared me to go up to this REALLY hot grandsville kid....lol
i was all like hey can i get your number?? and he was like are you serious? and he was laughing lol and then i was like yea so he gave me his number.. then i get back over to liz and me her and kaysie start putting it in our cells and liz is like whats his name so i can put it in here.... i realized i forgot to ask him his goddamn name!! finally i found him again and i found out his name was darren.
I seriously HATE this year
sometimes i wonder if i would just be better off switching schools
im getting mad at everyone and i dont really have any friends left who like me
everything just seems wrong
i feel like my life is like ruined and over
just two months ago i felt like i had EVERYTHING
me and kate and rosie were super tight
i was getting close with all of my other friends
and i had a boyfriend who i loved soo much... and i thought he loved me just as much
i seriously felt like i had the perfect life and now i really wish i wasnt here like i could just disapear
ugh i dont know what else to write im just soo depressed right now .... i guess ill update when i have more interesting stuff to write about
comments??
i ran the 100 meter high hurdles
i got my personal best but it still sucks :(
it definetly was one of my worst meets though just because i cryed at it AGAIN
it was going fine till zach was being an ass and flirting with tiffany right in front of me like usual and saying stuff so that i would hear it.
so i ended up crying like 4 times at this meet.... and like bad type crying like where you cant stop because your stressing over it... UGH
then liz dared me to go up to this REALLY hot grandsville kid....lol
i was all like hey can i get your number?? and he was like are you serious? and he was laughing lol and then i was like yea so he gave me his number.. then i get back over to liz and me her and kaysie start putting it in our cells and liz is like whats his name so i can put it in here.... i realized i forgot to ask him his goddamn name!! finally i found him again and i found out his name was darren.
I seriously HATE this year
sometimes i wonder if i would just be better off switching schools
im getting mad at everyone and i dont really have any friends left who like me
everything just seems wrong
i feel like my life is like ruined and over
just two months ago i felt like i had EVERYTHING
me and kate and rosie were super tight
i was getting close with all of my other friends
and i had a boyfriend who i loved soo much... and i thought he loved me just as much
i seriously felt like i had the perfect life and now i really wish i wasnt here like i could just disapear
ugh i dont know what else to write im just soo depressed right now .... i guess ill update when i have more interesting stuff to write about
comments??