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you're like a narcotic. an addiction. something that i convince myself is good for me.
except that i think you really could be good. but than again, so do all drug addicts.
and, like all addicts, i just keep relapsing.
i keep hoping on nothing, wishing on no stars.
its times like these that i realize the joke is on me. and i'm the only one not laughing.
because you're happier and i'm only pretending to be.
in the wise words of my twin: "i don't know yet if it's good or bad that you're in my life. in some ways, i think its good that you were."
except that i think you really could be good. but than again, so do all drug addicts.
and, like all addicts, i just keep relapsing.
i keep hoping on nothing, wishing on no stars.
its times like these that i realize the joke is on me. and i'm the only one not laughing.
because you're happier and i'm only pretending to be.
in the wise words of my twin: "i don't know yet if it's good or bad that you're in my life. in some ways, i think its good that you were."