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i need a good cry.
i don't want to go into details here because i'm not sure i fully understand the need myself. there seem to be a whole lot of maybe's but nothing concrete enough for me to fix.
maybe i'm stretching myself out too thin. maybe i'm jealous of my best friend. maybe the boy doesn't really care again. maybe i can't keep up with my homework. maybe i can't do everything. maybe i'm sad. maybe i'm sick of feeling like i'm not allowed to care.
maybe i'm tired of not being articulate enough to articulate what the hell i'm feeling!
cue crying...
i don't want to go into details here because i'm not sure i fully understand the need myself. there seem to be a whole lot of maybe's but nothing concrete enough for me to fix.
maybe i'm stretching myself out too thin. maybe i'm jealous of my best friend. maybe the boy doesn't really care again. maybe i can't keep up with my homework. maybe i can't do everything. maybe i'm sad. maybe i'm sick of feeling like i'm not allowed to care.
maybe i'm tired of not being articulate enough to articulate what the hell i'm feeling!
cue crying...