What do u do in this position

Jan 21, 2005 23:35

Okay so im at the movies with this guy i like alot and he told bryant we are going as just friends then ummmm he grabs my hand (no complaints) however now what do i believe? The whole situation was so akward b/c im like hey i REALLY like him and i have for forever and he is like hey we are just friends and then we are holding hands. I dunno i dont think i have ever in my entire life been so nervous!!!! Watch me panic...lol he touched my leg and i was like...oh god..lol no im kidding okay so then we were supposed to hang out tonight but his dad was leaving so we didnt..then he asked if i wanted to do something after work tommorow? hmmmm....what do i do in this position? okay greatest guy i know he is so sweet and funny essentially would be great for me...but im like i have no chance with him then im like oh hey i dont trust u ass! lol okay so he is a great guy but im kinda like hey ummm u either like me or u dont ... dont pull this mind game crap let me know!! lol okay even worse he told me he liked me..okay and lets face it we all know i like him THE HELL lol whats going on in my life...
Happy note casey isnt mad at me anymore!!! i dunno she said basically she was cool except lainey had to make it worse by saying something, but she was just defending me with all the crap that was going on. but hey what can u do..
Okay so i hung out with bryant today all day b/c devin ditched me. but ummm i guess i had more fun with bryant than i EVER would with anyone..but bryant is over the whole me and devin thing he is like yeah holly..move on...lol we dont wanna see me hurt so this is me not caring lol! grrr i care..but i dont want to and i dont have to show it!! watch me not care just dont ask me!!
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