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I hate me. I am so mad at myself right now. I worked so hard on my applcation for channel one stuedent produced week. My letter was awesome my video was so tight and i fuck it up and the very end. I forget to put the po box on the envelope. I'm so mad at myself. This meant so much to me...I worked so hard. And this is the first time that i wanted something really wanted something. I'm such a failure. I let so many people down. My entry will probably never get there because it doesn't have a po box. How could i be so careless? Especially with something i wanted so bad. I should just give up on life. I can never do anything right.